... ...cHerIsH ... ...

2011-11-03T15:17:00.001+08:00

I'm still WAITING, HOPING, WISHING for MIRACLE...

2011-10-01T14:04:00.000+08:00

Bought FynFyn for her 1st grooming session at Pet Essential...

Had her 3rd vaccine & microchip inserted at The Animal Clinic...

FynFyn turning 4 mths old in a week time...

2011-09-23T09:17:00.001+08:00

Just last night...

Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me...

The problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you...

2011-08-21T12:50:00.000+08:00

21 Aug ~ Manicure Exam...!!!

Gonna blog about my manicure exam once I've received the photos from Pinkroom...

GOOD LUCK FOR MY RESULT...!!!

2011-08-16T10:22:00.001+08:00

16 Aug ~ FynFyn admitted... :"(

While I'm on my way inside the train heading to nail sch for self revision to get prepared for Sun exam after ending from work, received a call from home & thought that it was just an usual call calling to check if I'm heading back home for dinner but it was not... 2nd Sis called & told me that FynFyn is not behaving as usual, feeling weak & strengthless... Immediately, alighted from Commonwealth station & flag for a cab home... Cab uncle waited for me downstairs while I rush home to get FynFyn report card & then brought her to The Animal Clinic located at Clementi, Sunset way before they closed at 8.30pm, Gordon accomapany me there...

Upon reaching the clinic, register FynFyn & skipping the queue no., she got examinated as her condition seems to be quite serious as mention by the vet... My heartbeat was pumping like double faster than usual, panic & worried... :( The vet then suggested me to bring her over to the another clinic as she might need to be admitted overnight, they placed 2 warm gloves below FynFyn so as to keep her warm & they didn't charge me for any consultation fee too... Quickly cab over to Companion Animal Surgery located at Blastier, Boon Teck Road... Waited for quite awhile before Dr Goh had FynFyn examinated, doctor took a blood test on her & it reflected 'low' & suspected that she's malnutrution... Therefore, suggested to keep her overnight for further observation & was told that I'll be receiving a call tmr morning at 8am to keep a update of her condition, hopefully I won't be receiving any call tonight if not it's gonna be a bad news... :( Paid $200 as a deposit to keep FynFyn overnight there before leaving the clinic...

Cab over to Loyang to pray for little FynFyn, hopefully nothing will happen to her & she will get over this close shave... After praying, spend some time there watching ''On The Fringe'' shown on Channel 8 before we went off at 10pm after the drama had ended... Cabbed back home from Changi, yet to have my dinner as I've no appetite to eat at all.... Mind full of thoughts, wondering how's FynFyn, did she get better, did the doctor / nurses fed her on time, did they put on blanket for her, etc?? To ease my worried, called up the clinic & spoke to Dr Woo to check on FynFyn condition & I was told that she's feeling much better, at least I felt much better after hearing that... Tried to get myself to sleep after hanging the call & hoping for a better tmr...

I missed waking up in the middle of the night making milk for FynFyn, I missed the whining of FynFyn in the middle of the night wanting me to carry her out of her tray...
I MISSED FYNFYN...!!!!!!

2011-08-12T12:53:00.001+08:00

12 Aug ~ Self Revision & Mock Pedi...

Full Table Set-Up...

Manicure Tools...

Model's Hand...

Me & Magdelene ~Pri Sch Fren...

Red Polish...

Half day leave from work as I've an appointment with Raffles Hospital for my medical review but decided to save the hassal & requested them to mail the medical review report to me instead... :) Save cab fare & took lunch caterer uncle van to Jurong East MRT... Reached home, bath then prepare my nail stuff... Magdelene, my primary school friend came up to my place first as I'm not done preparing yet as she will be my model for self revision...

Cab over to Tanjong Pagar, International Plaze where my school is located at & then get started with her manicure... Another model, Zi xiu which is my secondary school friend came at 5pm after I'm done with Magdelene... Self revision ended at 6plus & had burger king for my dinner before my mock pedi which I've missed out when i'm at Taiwan for holiday... Mock pedi ended at almost 10pm, Gerald & Xiong Jie cab over to look for me then we cab back to BP... Headed home to put my nail stuff then walk over to 163 for supper with them... Xiong Jie went off first after eating while Gerald walk me home...

2011-08-06T13:26:00.001+08:00

6 Aug ~ FynFyn's 1st Vaccine...

Bought 7 weeks old FynFyn for her 1st Vaccine at The Animal Clinic... Sweetie Lena accompany me there, register for the queue no. & waited for alittle while... Everyone seems to adore FynFyn when they saw her cos she's small, little & cute... :) Had her 1st jab & she had a slow reaction, whine only after awhile... Haha... And her 2nd vaccine will be approx~ 3 weeks ltr, hope she won't fall sick within this period of time... After her jab, had chicken rice for our lunch then cab over to pet essential to look for Beumon & Cecilia for alittle while then headed back home...

At night, meeting Lena & Michy for dinner & prawning... Took bus 190 to Chinatown to satisfy mine craving, had raw fish, frog leg & century egg congee for our dinner, damn sinful but SHIOK...!!! Haha... With our bloated stomach, cab over to Bishan, Sin Ming Road for prawning at Hai Bin... It's been quite a long period of time since I lasted prawn, me & Michy rented a rod for 3 hrs for $30... Me managed to prawn only 2 prawn while Michy 1 prawn after 2 hrs, therefore, decided to give up & clock another hr the next round... BBQ our few & only 3 prawn before we went off, YQ came to pick Michy to Nana to look for YL while Lena & me cab back home...

2011-07-08T13:53:00.000+08:00

Precious Little Girl: FynFyn...

Sweetest Moment...

Can you spot which is FynFyn??

Motherly Love...

Milking from Mummy...

FynFyn's Mummy: Kinky...

FynFyn's Daddy: Chester...

2011-06-27T09:34:00.000+08:00

HEAVY HEART...!!! :(

Cried myself to bed last night... Thinking back of the past, the memories which we once had, the flashback, the good & the bad... :( If only I can move on as easy as how you do then maybe I won't feel so much of pain now... But you will never know how I'm feeling inside me, how miserable I am... I'm sure that I'm able to find a guy who will appreciate & treasure me more than you do but why am I still holding on, hoping that there will be miracle happen?? Call me silly, stupid, follish, stubborn, whatever shit becos love is blind... But I don't understand how can you be so heartless?? You don't even treat me as your friend now, it's more like treating me as a stranger or even enemy... I've been asking myself did I not put in enough effort?? What have I done wrong & why am I suffering while you are enjoying?? God is really unfair, we tend to neglact those who have been treating us good... From this point on, I know there's no turning back... It's really time for me to stay strong & move on... I really hope I'm able to go through this obstacle so that I'll learn to live happier...

2011-06-20T11:23:00.001+08:00

FUCK MY RELATIONSHIP HARD...!!!

At times, I really appreaciate if you guys can understand me & my suitation... It's not easy to ask me to move on because none of you understand how I feel, it's easier to say than to be done... I'm sorry if I ever let any of you down or dissapoint you but it's the facts that I still can't get over him & I dunno why also... I really hope I'm able to do so & move on but it just seems so hard or maybe I'm just afraid of getting into a relationship that soon... I'll try & I hope I'm able to move on soon...

Sometime, I just wish to be alone & have a peace of my mind... Your over concern sometimes may cause a stress to me without all of you knowingly... Just let me be who I am & what I wanna be because I believe when it's time for me to wake up, I'll move on, I know what's to be done in my life... As for now, I just wanna concentrate working hard, earn more $$$, concentrate on my nail course, go for getaway holiday & stay out of singapore, nothing else matters to me now...

2011-06-18T10:25:00.001+08:00

~CASINO~

Woke up after 5hrs of sleep, luckily no hangover but having slight headache... Sickness still not recover yet but tell me how to recover when I don't visit the doctor & didn't consume any medicine?? Haha... No nail class today as sch will be shifting from Commonwealth to Tanjong Pagar & they need a week break to move everything over... Had beehoon soup for my breakfast after washing up then watched C.L.I.F, episode 14 on xinmsn using sissy lappy... It's getting even more exciting & I'm gonna watch it till the very last episode...

After finished watching, bath & prepare myself then took cab over to MBS Casino, hoping to recoup back some of my losses which I had lost last month since I've nothing to do at home... Suppose to go with Freddy but didn't contact him since he got to work till 3pm & having dinner at 6pm, therefore, went down myself... Kelvin text me telling me that he wanna gamble too after I've posted on twitter & facebook... Waited half an hour for him to cab down after I've reached...

Paid $100 for our entrance fee, how great will it be if we, s'porean don't have to pay the entrance fees... :( As usual, went over to my table game which I always play which is three picture... Limit myself to $450 at first but lose all & I went to ATM to withdraw another $550 out, total 1K of playing... Luck was bad till I left only the last few hundred, thinking of withdrawing more & continue playing or should I just go home...? But then, luck started to become good & I won back my 1K of losses with some winning... :) For the straight 8hrs of gambling, continously had 25 sticks of cigg & 3 roll of mentos to keep me accompany... Played till almost 11pm & decided to stp playing... Won 4.6K but overall still lose abit as compared to the previous time but at least I did recoup back my losses, at least better than nothing... I'm a happy girl...!!! :D

Toilet break then change my chips to notes... Had our late dinner inside the restaurant of the Casino, paid the bill by deducting the points from my Casino card... :) After eating, taxi stand to wait for cab home & it was super long queue while Kelvin took the shuttle bus & headed over to Alcool... Chatted with the taxi uncle while my journey back home... Suppose to head for supper / prawning with Michy, Long & Bear but dunno why everything was cancelled, therefore, stayed at home & spend my Saturday night sleeping away since I'm gonna wake up early for work tomorrow...

2011-06-15T11:37:00.000+08:00

HEARTLESS??

If you think by closing down your Facebook or deleting me away from your account, not answering my call or replying to my messgae will make you feel better & happier then I've nothing more to say... It really dissapoint me in every action you are doing to me now... In the first place, did I ever did any wrong to you,why must I deserve all this now?? Sometimes, I really wonder, am I not doing good enough, what have I done wrong?? Can only blame myself for not having any trust in you... I'm sorry... ...

FRIENDS to LOVER to STRANGER...

I HATE THIS FEELING...!!!

But don't forget, how you treated me may befall on you someday because I believe in KARMA...

2011-05-26T12:03:00.000+08:00

PENANG HOLIDAY ~ DAY 1...

Apply for half day leave from work & went off from office at 1pm... Caterer uncle was kind enough to drive me out to Jurong East... Took cab over to Harbour Front, Canon centre to collect the case & memory card for my S95 and then cab back home... I was feeling extremtly tired as I've only few hours of sleep last night... Iphone crashed & giving me problem again, I can't even switch it on even after charging it, maybe it's time for me to get a new phone... :( Switched on lappy & went Facebooking for alittle while before i did last min packing of my luggage, mummy just can't stop nagging at me... After packing my luggage, bath & headed out...

Mummy, Elder Sis, Third Sis, Nephew, Niece & myself took bus to JB, luckily there's no jam over at the custom... Seoul Garden for dinner at City Square while waiting for Second Sis to come over after her work... Second Sis had called & arranged for 2 cabby to drive us over to JB Airport where we will be taking our flight to Penang, the journey took approx 45mins & I dozed off inside the cab as usual until I reach the destination...

Check in & spend some time at the airport while waiting for our flight... Taking Airasia airline & it costs us only $28 to fly over to Penang as it was on promotion, it was a good experience for the 2 kids as it was their first time taking airplane & they're simply excited over it... Flight was slightly delayed as it's a turn over flight so we will have to wait for the returning passenger to alight before we can board... The journey took only 1 hr to fly over to Penang from JB & we've to spend another 30 mins to cab over to our hotel from the airport... It was already past midnight when we reached the hotel, everyone of us fall asleep soundly when we've reached the hotel as all of us are tired, gonna restore our energy for the next day...

PICTURE TIME:

In love with Pooh...!!!

Pooh Bear Luggage bought in Hong Kong...

Super Shag Face W/O MakeUp On...

FELICIA...

NIECE & NEPHEW...

Seoul Garden for Dinner at JB...

Buffet Feast...

Spicy Tom Yam Soup Base...

Busy Eating..!!!

Felicia Finger Licking Good...

Mummy...

It's their first time taking airplane...

Elder Sister...

Third Sister & Niece...

With Benson & Felicia...

While waiting for the flight...

Airplane just landed...

AIRASIA...

Took AirAsia Airline to Penang from JB Airport...

Everyone queuing to board...

Extremly Tired...!!!

Our hotel room unit...

2011-05-12T12:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY...!!! :D

Gonna blog about my 21st birthday celebration soon ... :)

2011-04-14T14:22:00.004+08:00

Finally, I'm back to blog after neglacting it for almost 2 mths...

As usual, working morning job on weekdays but currently taking a short break from night job... And during the weekend, I'm returning to sch on Sat for my nail class... I can't wait to gradute & get my certificate hopefully by end of this year... Helping out Jescy's shop on Sun as usual...

Boyfriend had completed serving his 2 years of army & now he's back to working full time in hairdressing... I know I must understand that this job require him to work 6 days a week, retail hours & sometimes even OT... This means that we will have lesser time for each other & hope that our relationship won't be affected... GIVE & TAKE...!!!

Had took a short break from nightlife for the past 3 weeks... Life was good not having to work at night as I don't have to rush back home after my day job for dinner, to prepare myself & then rush down to work at night, it was really tiring...!!! When days which I don't have to work at night, I'm able to spend time resting at home, accompany family & BF, watch tv drama & turn in to bed early... :) But then, no night job = no extra income... I know, we can never earn enough $$$ in this world but since I'm still young & got the energy to work, yy not be alittle more hardworking & earn some $$$...?? Anyway, I'm gonna be back to nightlife soon but maybe not for long... Hopefully, I'm able to adapt to having 3 hrs of sleep of sleeping late & waking up early...

And, I'm looking forward to the month of May as it's gonna be a fulfilling month...!!! :D

Firstly, there will be 2 public holiday falling during the month of May, which means I don't have to wake up early in the morning for work & I'm able to rest at home or even go out for shopping... :D

Secondly, I will be getting bonus for work & goverment will also be giving us $600 for the month of May... But I'm gonna make full use of this sum of $$ & spend wisely... Gonna pay for my yearly insurance, b'day party, give mummy, treat BF, GFs, family for a meal... :D

Thirdly, I'm turning 21 on 12 May... :) Holding a b'day party at Chervon inviting family, colleagues, friends to celebrate this special day with me... Had already booked for the venue, ordered cake, inviting guests, next will be catering, doorgift & decoration... Hopefully, I'll have a blast on my b'day... :D

Fourly, going for penang holiday with my family from 26 May - 30 May... Gonna enjoy myself & It's my first time going to penang, hopefully I'll have lots of fun & enjoy myself there... :D

2011-02-21T12:59:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY...!!!

To the most beautiful woman in my life...
I wish you love, health, happiness on this special day...
You took care of me unconditionally since young, watched me grow to become who I am today...
Thank you for the love, care, concern that you had showered me with...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY...!!!

2011-02-20T12:58:00.000+08:00

Hi readers, I'm back to blogging... :) February is coming to an end & I'm so looking forward to March, it's gonna be an interesting month... :)

Will be going for a short getaway with BF, 3D2N Genting trip from Sun 6 Mar - Tue 8 Mar... Bought the ticket on-line for only $135 which include the coach & hotel, isn't it a good deal...?? Can't wait to get there to enjoy the cooling weather, hop onto those thrilling rides at the theme park or even try our luck at the casino... Whatever it is, I'm gonna enjoy myself fullest over there...!!! :) It's gonna be BF ORD day few days after we're back from Genting, I'm sure he's gonna be the most happiest person in the world as he had always been awaiting for this day to come & get back his pink IC after serving NS for 2 years...

We are also going for a 3D2N weekend stay at Lanson apartment from Fri 11 Mar - Sun 13 Mar to celebrate BF b'day & also our 2nd anniversary... :D Won this 3D2N weekend stay voucher from company d&d, gonna used it before it expire by the end of march...

Will be organising BBQ on Sat 12 Mar to celebrate his b'day, will be inviting some of his frens over to celebrate this special day with him... And, I'm gonna crack my brain hard thinking what to get for BF's b'day present... :( It's gonna be Sweetie Lena b'day during March too... And this 2 special love of mine b'day fall on the same month which will costs me a bomb getting present for the both of them... Nevertheless, I hope they will both will enjoy their b'day...

2011-02-14T12:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY...!!!

2011-01-17T15:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY MICHY...!!!

Happy 21st Birthday to my dearest girlfriend, Michy...!!! May this special day brings you lots of joy & laughter...!!! Keep smiling & stay cheerful always... 8 years & still counting on... LOVES...!!! :)

2011-01-15T14:00:00.000+08:00

JB ~ Dye & Rebond Hair...
Pasir Ris ~ Michy's 21st Birthday...

Tier Cake ~ Happy 21st Birthday Michelle...

Hello Kitty Helium Balloon for the B'day Girl...
(Didn't know she bought the same design too)

Door Gift ~ Hello Kitty Cookies...

Birthday Girl... :D

Darling Michy...

Sweetie Lena...

FOREVER...!!!

Lena & Long...

BoyFriend...

MINE Girlfriend & Boyfriend...

90s Babes...

8 years, still counting on...

Yi Hong, Nini, ME, Sulwyn, Michy...

Group Photo with the B'day Girl...

Turning 21st Babes... :)

Woke up at 8plus early morning... Bath & prepare then cab over to Woodlands Checkpoint with Sisters, luckily it was not so jam while on our way in... Heading to KSL at JB as we've fixed appointment with Kimly Salon to do our hair... But before we start doing our hair, satisfied our stomach with Shilin Oyster Mee Sua & Chicken Cutlet for our breakfast first as most of the shops are still not open yet...

1st Sis, 2nd Sis & myself are doing colour & rebond while 3rd Sis did only colour & highlight... It took them almost 7 hrs to get our hair done, can you imagine? We expected that we will be done by like 3pm but it was even longer than expected as they don't have enough hair stylist to serve us... And they made my 3rd Sis waited for sooo long when all of us had done with our rebond & colour but she's not done with her colour & highlight which supposes to be done before us... Their services are really lousy & their skill are not that good too... Disspointed...!!! Paid RM250 ~ S$110 for colour & rebond, quite worth it thou but their skill are aren't that professional...

After all of us are done, quickly get back to S'pore as 1st & 3rd are going to attend wedding dinner at night, 2nd Sis needed to go over to Grandma's place to take care of her while I'm gonna attend girlfriend's 21st birthday... Cabbed back home from Woodlands Checkpoint with 1st & 3rd Sis... Had a shower as I'm not supposes to wash my hair, make-up & get myself prepared for Michy's birthday... Was supposed to ask Uncle Eric to drive me over to Pasir Ris but ended up, I took Yi Hong's car there instead... After I'm done preparing, bus over to BPP, bought a bouquet of flower & hello kitty helium balloon for the b'day girl... Waited for Yi Hong & Nini to come over to BPP to fetch me before we headed over to Pasir Ris Chalet... Meet up with BF there as he went there straight after work...

It's seems to be Hello Kitty theme for Michy's 21st Birthday... Everything was Hello Kitty, each of us are also given a Hello Kitty cookies as door gift... Haha... Stayed till almost 12am before we went off... Headed over to Loyang for praying with BF, Lena, Yi Hong, Nini, Sulwyn & Clair... It's been almost a year since I lasted went there to pray... After praying & slack for alittle while before all of us went home sweet home...

2010-12-31T11:08:00.001+08:00

My thoughts...

Today mark the last day of the year & we're going to bid good-bye to year 2010 & welcome the arrival of year 2011, hopefully it will be a better year for me... 31/12 also mark the day when I got my 1st ink that was 1 year ago & so Happy 1st Birthday Unicorn... :)

And for those who knows me well & had been by my side for the past 12 months, I'm sure that they'll know year 2010 isn't smooth for Ferlyn at all... Some of them may had seen the worst me, how many time I've tears, how painful I fell & how things had turn bad for me & how bad I've became for the past 12 months... I guess, the times I cried are more than the time I laughed... It isn't easy for me to keep walking till today... And now, it's gonna be a brand new year, I'm gonna live my life happily, I wanna be the cheerful Ferlyn like how I used to be...

Thanks to both my darling girls... Lena & Michy... Both of you have been a wonderful girlfriends to me... Thanks for always being there for me whenever & wherever I need you, sparing me ur precious time & lending me with ur listening ear... Thanks for showered me with ur love & concern everytime... I love you babes & we will never be apart...!!!

And to that someone who play a great part in my life... Because of him, I've never fall so hard in my life before... The break-up period wasn't easy for me to get thru... During those days, the flashback kills, it remind me badly of him, all the bad / good memories... But there's nth much I can do to get him back & therefore, I became revengeful to myself... I went out almost every night despite I've work early morning the next day... Went pub & club to drink, get drunk to numb my feeling... Got my body inked & took back the habit of smoking, went pub to work & having insuffience of sleep everyday... And now, we're back together again... I know I must learn to forgive & forget in order to keep our relationship going... At times, we may fight & quarrel or even bring out the past but I hope things will really get better for the both of us in this new year... Lastly, thanks for pouring me with your love, care & endless of tolerance... I love you BF...

2010-12-29T10:59:00.000+08:00

Will blog about the cruise trip from 29/12 - 31-12 soon... :)

2010-12-25T12:58:00.000+08:00

Santa Claus is coming to town...

25 Dec & it's CHRISTMAS, the jolliest time of the year... :D It's the joy of giving & receiving... Celebrate the joy of this wonderful time & have fun with all your friends, family & loved ones.... May this special day be filled with lots of joy, fun & laughter... :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS...!!!

2010-12-20T10:03:00.000+08:00

It's been quite awhile since I lasted blog, currently more active in twitter & facebook... :) Nothing much to update too, life is still the same, almost the same rountine everyday, nothing happening... :(

Christmas is round the corner in just few days time, but I'm not really looking forward to it as I'll be celebrating my x'mas eve night working... Having to dress up as Santarina & sell shots to customer, hopefully, I'll be having good sales that day & also pray hard that I'll not get drunk that night... I'm gonna miss out the fun time spending with BF during this festive season, we didn't managed to celebrate together last year & this year we're gonna give it a miss again due to our work... :( Hopefully, we're able to celebrate on christmas day 25/12 itself... And I've yet to shop for christmas present for gift exchange, only manage to get something for both my gfs & I'm also having a hard time, dunno what to get for BF...?? Meeting up with Sonianto Girls on Wed night for x'mas gathering & gift exchange, it's been quite awhile since all of us meet up, hope we'll have a great time spent on Wed night... :)

After Christmas, I'll going for 3D2N cruise together with my family, BF & sweetie Lena next week from 29/12 - 31/12... Looking forward to it as finally, I'm able to take a short break from work & enjoy myself... :D Gonna spend my last day of 2010 out of s'pore & first day of 2011 back in s'pore... Let's hope year 2011 will be a better & smooth year for me, hopefully everything will goes well...

2010-12-03T10:14:00.001+08:00

03/12 - Chemoil Christmas Dinner & Dance...

Christmas Tree...

Chemoil Dinner & Dance...

Tudor Ballroom...

Retro Accessories...

Retro Accessories Booth...

Knock off from work & leave workplace early at 4.30pm... Heading over to Goodwood Park Hotel for advance christmas dinner & dance held by Chemoil... :) Faduli & Edwina drove the rest of us there & as usual, we're always the first few early birds to reach there... Loiter around the hotel since we've nothing to do while waiting for the rest to reach & for the night to start... Went in to get ourself sitted when the cocktail session started... Register our name & each employee are given $15 angbao as a mean of transportation... :)

Theme of the night is old school retro but sad to say, Helios employees are unaware of it as we're not being informed & we only get to know only when we are there... :( Dinner started late at 8.30pm as most of the Chemoil Employee came late after work & the road are expected to be jam on Fri night espically at town area... Stomach growling & everyone are queuing down along the buffet line for food... Finally, satisfied myself with a bloated stomach ... :) Edwina was really good as she can take up to 10 fresh raw oysters, it was really scary... Haha...

After dinner, it's game time... Each table are supposed to work as a team to guess the correct celebrities from their child's photo... Srsly, I'm totally sucks at it but Richard's wife was really good as she can guess almost all of it... Our group got only 1 wrong but there's another group got it all correct & therefore, they're the winner of the game... Next is Chemoil employee award prize giving & obviously we're not involved, follow by best custome of the night & we're not active too... After game session, it's dancing time & the few of us secretly went out of the ballroom to avoid the dancing part... Haha...

Back to the ballroom when it's lucky draw time... What I like about Chemoil Dinner & Dance is that everyone of us attending stands a chance to win a prize home... :) First draw from prize 11 - 60, follow by the final 10 prize draw & there's this bonus draw too... My draw no. win myself $150cash for the first draw... :) There are others prizes such as cash, cash voucher, electrical appliances, etc & the top 3 prizes are Canon Camera, Iphone 4 & Ipad but I was not the lucky one to win any of the top prize... :( Next is the bonus draw, meaning anyone of us stands a chance to win for the 2nd time & I was really lucky to win a 3D2N weekend service apartment stay at Lanson Place which valid till March next year, gonna use it with BF for his birthday next year... :D

Dinner & Dance ended at almost 11pm after lucky draw... Barnone next with Siva, Faduli, Edwina, Richard & his wife, it's been quite awhile I've not been to Barnone... Ordered 2 jug of cranberry vodka, Siva paid for the drinks & Edwina bought 1 glass of tequila shots for me to drink... Live band & in-house music but the rest of them seems to be very bored, maybe they don't quite like the atmosphere there... Haha... Siva went off first after finished his drinks, follow by Richard & his wife... Faduli, Edwina & myself went off after staying for awhile... Walk back to Goodwood Park Hotel as they parked their car there, Edwina then drove me back home...

2010-11-25T09:53:00.001+08:00

HUAT AR...!!!

Overnight at BF's place last night after he fetch me home from work to change then headed over to his place & it's been almost more than half a year since I stayed over at his place... Took leave for today as I'm suppose to work for event at SwissHotel but it was cancelled... :( BF & I slept till 10plus while I continue to laze on the bed while he get himself prepare for work... Didn't have the time to accompany him for breakfast as he's running late for work... BF then send me back home before he headed to work... ***BF made me laugh like mad early morning, he bought 4 set of 4D digits for Wed, Sat & Sun draw & he place the ticket infront of Fu Lu Suo, hoping that the number will stike (above pic)... I think he shld place the ticket infront of Cai Shen Ye instead of Fu Lu Suo... Hahaha...

Back home, 3rd sis cook prawn maggie noodle for me, 2nd sis, nephew & niece, she's always so nice to all of us... :) Planning to bring my nephew & niece to catch a movie since they're on sch holiday but both of them wanted to watch different movie, my nephew wants to watch Harry Potter while my niece choose Megamind... 2nd sis then suggest for singing session, all of us then get ourself prepare & took bus 190 to ChinaTown... Singing session at Ten Dollar Club KTV located at Smith Street at Chinatown... It costs only $10nett for each person & we can sing for up to 5 hrs from 2pm-7pm, not only that the hot / cold drinks are free flow + a bowl of sharksfin soup, it's damn worth the price, gonna bring my gfs there someday... :) Sang for 4 hrs till 6pm, weather was slighly drizzling when we're on our way back home... Took bus 190 during peak hour but lucky we got ourself seats, can't imagine standing squeezing with people...

Reach home, bath & prepare myself for work at night... Reach work place 15 mins earlier than usual, working with Ken, Fang Fang & Sophia while Rene & the other girls off... Crowd was scary & sales was bad maybe it's the cause of the rain, 1st time I encounter this ever since I started working here... :( Don came at later timing & open 1 martell from me, boost up the sales alittle... :) Stayed at work till 2plus, BF came to send me home after he ended work, he seems to be tired as he's not feeling well... :( Ride safely back home, bath & remove make-up then off to bed...

FML, I hate my eyes giving me problem...!!!

2010-11-19T10:07:00.001+08:00

Finally get to meet up with my sweetie~Lena after so long as I'm always busy with work, therefore, hardly had the time to meet up with her as often as compared to last time ... :( Waited for her at Jurong East Mrt after work before both of us train over to Cck... Cck are having Pasamalam, bought some food to munch before we took bus back to my house...

Reached home, packed my nail products needed to pass to Jolene as they will be having Flea Market tmr at Scape... Therefore, passed her some of my nail products for her to help me sell away... After packing, rest for alittle while, dunno why am I feeling so tired... :( After bathing, took bus over to Lena's place, waited for her to bath then she accompany me down to meet Jolene just next to her blk to pass her the nail products...

BF then ride down to Teck Whye to fetch me after he had ended work... Ride over to Bukit Timah Alazhar for our dinner, order Tom Yam noodle soup but ate only half bowl as it's too spicy for me but cheese prata & longan drink is love... :) Had a stick after eating, BF then send me back home... Turning in early on Friday night as both of us are working tmr...

2010-11-18T17:43:00.002+08:00

LIFE...

Had been busy with work recently, resulting in lack of update of posts & neglacting my blog or sometimes, I'm just too lazy to update my blog as I dunno where shld I start blogging, will try to blog more when I've the mood & time... :) Life as usual, still as hardworking working but holding lesser job as compared to the past...

Still working morning office jobs on weekdays morning but had quitted working JSJ & Menage pub, focusing only at Alcool pub now... Enjoying myself working at Alcool with the team but dislike having to drink alcohol but no choice, it's part of my job & nicotine level always running low whenever I'm at work... :( Average 3 working days at Alcool & mostly schedule on weekday night so that the rest of the time during weekend I'm able to spend together with BF... :D Thanks BF for his effort riding down to fetch me home from work despite he still need to wake up early to book in back camp... Gonna stop working at FEP every Sat starting from next week as I'm going back to Pinkroom for my nail course, therefore, will only be working on every Sun at FEP...

Decided to return back to Pinkroom Nail Academy from next week onwards after dragging for years... Gonna start everything from the roots again so that I'm able to learn right from the very basic to obtain Diploma Cert in nails... It's time for me to work hard & put in effort in my nail carrer path, I don''t wanna waste anymore time & $$$ like how I used to... :( If possible & if I've the chance, I'll wish to participate in nail competition to gain some experience & to upgrade myself to Intl cert from overseas... But I know, everything takes time... It's just the start, there's still a long way for me to go... JIAYOU...!!!!!! :D

2010-11-05T10:18:00.000+08:00

Malaysia JB with BF...!!! :D

Happy Deepavali & it's gonna be a long weekend ahead...!!! :D Having appointment fixed with customer at 10am early in the morning but only manage to wake myself up from bed at 10.30am, was 0.5hrs late for appointment... FML...!!! Can only blame myself for working till late & drank alittle too much at work last night... :( Phone was totally shut when I'm awake, receive texts from customer saying that she's on her way to my place when I'm still soundly asleep on my bed... Haha... Quickly rang her but she didn't pick up, therefore, text her instead... Lucky appointment change to 11.30am & she did express mani & pedi services...

Finished doing customer by 12noon, bath & get myself prepare... BF ride over to my place, park his bike below my blk carpark & we took bus 960 to Karanji MRT station & transfer bus 170 in to Malaysia JB... Road was slightly jam on the way in to Malaysia custom... And worst, imagine we spend 1.5hrs queuing at Malaysia custom getting in to JB... Finally, pass the custom & got in to Malaysia about 4pm, walk a short distance over to City Square from the custom...

Had Sushi King for our breakfast cum lunch... BF & myself were famished...!!! Both of us ate like a hungry ghost once we're seated... Grab plate of sushi from the belt & ate like it's the end of the world... Haha... Statisfied ourself with a bloated stomach & shop around City Square mall... Our plan for coming in to Malaysia today is to eat, shop & do my nails but had decided not to do my nails as it's time consuming... :( Spend hours walking around, nothing caught my eye but BF manage to buy 2 pair of pants for himself...

Was suppose to have street seafood for dinner but both of us are too lazy to walk over... Therefore, had our dinner at Secret Receipt instead... Craving for their Tom Yam Kun but they don't serve today, so try out their Singapore Laska & it taste aweful, dissapointed & I'm not gonna order anymore in future... BF didn't had his dinner as he's too full... Bought total 10 slices of Secret Receipt cake home for our family, Oreo Cheesecake, Chocolate Fudge, Chocolate Indugence are our favourite choice... :) Walk back to custom, board bus back to Woodlands checkpoint & cab over to BF's place from there... Waited for him to bath at his place then walk over to Bangkit ATM & back to my place... BF stayed alittle while at my place before he ride back home to rest after a long tiring day... Simply enjoy the time spend with BF...!!! :D

2010-11-01T09:38:00.003+08:00

R.I.P Chun Wei... :'(

Good bye October, Welcome November... It's a brand new month but it's definitely not a good start for a new month at all... Early in the morning, got to know from Mic that Chun Wei had pass away this morning at 5plusAM, due to bike accident on the road... Carrying a heavy heart when I got to know about this as it shocks me greatly... :(

God had taken away an innocent boy from earth & bring him to another world... Even though, we're not really that close & don't really know him well but I can tell that he's really a nice guy which friends around him will look upon to... Recalling back, the 1st time when we met & really talk much to each other was clubbing at powerhouse during April this year... At that point of time, he's really quite a talkative but friendly guy... And till recently, we met again during last month October again at Powerhouse, celebrating XiaoHei birthday... During that point of time, he seems much quiet & less talkative as usual... :(

Life's so fragile, we can't predict what's gonna happen to us or the ppl around us, the very next moment... Therefore, we must learn to cherish the one we love & the one who care for us before everything's too late, beause once it's gone, it's gone forever...!!!

And to Chun Wei, farewell on your last jorney... Now your're gone but I believe you will always be missed & remembered by your bro & everyone around that care & love you... God had taken you to a better place & I believe you'll be much happier up there... ''Rest In Peace''...

2010-10-29T16:10:00.002+08:00

2010 Halloween Night at Night Safari... :)

Night Safari...

On-line Booking Ticket from 0000-9999...!!!

Entrance Ticket to Night Safari...

Halloween Horror October 2010...

Gui Mansion...

Was on leave from office today & I slept till 10am, no setting of alarm waking me up from my sleep... How nice if I'm able to sleep without setting of alarm to wake me up for work everyday, just dream on...!!! Haha... Wash up & went over to Bangkit for breakfast with Sister & Niece... Had Mee Hoon Kuay for breakfast & it's been monthsss since I last ate, it still taste as nice as ever... :) After finished eating, wanted to trim my eyebrow but they're busy having customer... Therefore, went back home to rest for alittle while before walking over to get my eyebrow trim after half an hr...

After trimming my eyebrow, wanted to take a short nap but ended up slept till 4pm... Was suppose to make my way down to 3 nail academy to check out my nail courses but ended up fall asleep till late afternoon... :( Therefore, painted my newly bought OPI onto colour chart instead... Waited for Yi Hong to end work before I get myself prepare to meet them... Yi Hong drove over to fetch me at 8pm together with BF & Nini, we then headed over to Night Safari for Halloween Night...

It's my first time been to night safari & celebrating halloween, therefore, I'm kinda excited... :) Queue to collect our ticket booked on-line & we're lucky to be the last few to book the ticket on-line... Imagine the ticket no. for Halloween at Night Safari starts from 0000-9999...!!! After getting our ticket, join in the queue for the tram to the forest... Nini & I sat in the centre while the guys sat outside... Haha... The character there are really scary, they like to stare straight into our eyes which made us terrified with their halloween make-up on... Next, we went over to Singapore Zoo & queue for 2hrs before it's our turn to go into the Gui Mansion... It's freaking me out in there & it makes me wanna get out of the Mansion like immediately right after I went in... Queue for 2hrs & it took us only less than 10 mins... While we're about to go off from night safari, Nini was being chase by the character there & she broke into tears, damn funny... The crew there even took out his wig & say sorry to her... Hahaha... But if it's me, I'll broke into tears too...

Ended our Halloween Night at Night Safari & went off at 12plus... Yi Hong then drove us to Bukit Timah Al-Azhar for supper... Ordered Tom Yam Mee & Longan drink...!!! :) After supper, send Nini back home before sending me home... And we have a fun time spending our halloween night at Night Safari...!!! (:

Back home, couldn't get myself to sleep... Therefore, continue painting my OPI colour onto the colour chart... Wanted to complete painting before getting myself to bed but accidently broke 1 of the OPI Nail Laquer & having a hard time clearing... :( After managed to finish cleaning, decided not to continue painting & go to bed instead...

2010-10-20T15:27:00.002+08:00

=) u bluff u pregnant so pw go bak to u izzit??? eeyeeer u noe u look v ugly lei...............he dun luv u loh sure brk again 1 lolz

Guess some jealous bitch got nothing better to do but to comment the above tag on my blog tagboard... Please kindly get the facts right before commenting...

When did I ever mention before that I'm pregnant...? We got back together is not because that I'm pregnant & in the first place I'm not even pregnant at all...!!! And for ur info, I'm proud to say that it's PW who ask me back to him & not by using such a slut trick to get him back to me... Pls get this clear...

My appearance look doesn't concern you at all & I don't need you to judge if I'm ugly / pretty... If you think u're much prettier than me then show out... You don't have to hide behind the screen barking like a mad dog...

PW love or don't love me, he know himself best... You're not him so you don't have to tell me his feeling towards me unless you're part of the cells on his body, so just kindly shut your mouth... Even if we were to break up one day, it's also non of ur business... You have no right to comment about our relationship because it's between the both of us & it doesn't concern about you...

Srsly, look down on ppl like you... BoooHooo...!!! Pls get urself a life & hope you can put a stop to it... A dog won't bark unless it's tail are being stepped...

2010-10-08T14:57:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Stone...!!!

Train back home after work... Bath & get myself prepare for work at night... Meet up with Sweetie Lena & we bus down to Boat Quay together as she's working with me too... :) Had our dinner at BK coffeeshop before we headed over to Menage...

Total of 7 girls working for the night, most of them reached before us while Kelly was the last to reach, soon after follow by Emeline... Celebrating our boss~Stone 37th Birthday & they bought a superman b'day cake specially for him as it's his favourite...

Manage to push a total of 19 shots for the night... :)) Lena's colleague came down to support her working too... Emeline went off kinda early while Lena went off at 4am as she's meeting with her Shine for Mac breakfast... Haha... Leaving Kelly, Charlotte, Michelle, Jie Ying & myself at Menage... All of them are having lots of fun time dancing around... Hehe... But something unpleasant happened to both the brothers, hope they'll get along well soon...

Went off with Stone, Vivien & Charlotte at 6am & there's group of police standing outside the pub petrolling... They went for early breakfast while I tried taking cab home as I still have to work in the noon & I seriously needed some rest... But most of the cabs are busy as they're changing shift... Therefore, walk over to Central bus-stop when I'm in tipsy condition to take bus home instead... Took a short rest inside the bus on my journey home, lucky I'm still able to wake myself up when it's my stop to alight... Hehe... Reached home at 7am in the morning... Knock out on my bed after bathing & remove make-up...

2010-10-07T09:32:00.000+08:00

I'LL MISS YOU...

Woke up early morning at 7am deciding if I shld go work as the sky are turning dark & BF couldn't ride me to work... :( Therefore, decided to text my bosses informing them that I'll be taking urgent leave... :) Back to bed & woke up at 12noon, BF went off from my place as he's going to gym while I went back to sleep again...

Slept till 4plus, wash up & bath then took bus over to BPP & meet up with BF & Bao Cheng for lunch after their gym session... Slack for alittle while at BPP before BF send me back home... Anyway, he'll be going to Malaysia KL tonight to watch GP race together with 2 of his bro & will be back only on Mon... I'm gonna miss him for this period of time... :( Rest for alittle while when I got home before getting myself prepare for work at 8.30pm...

2010-10-01T11:36:00.000+08:00

It's Friday, wooohooo...!!! It's a start of a new month & in 2 more mths time, we gonna say goodbye to 2010 & welcome 2011... ''Time & tide wait for no man'', that's how fast time flies in just a blink of eyes...

Train back home after work... Working JSJ at 9.30pm instead of 8.30pm tonight... Wanted to take a short nap at living room sofa when I got home as I was dead tired... Woke up at 12am midnight & got to realise I was late for work... Gosh...!!! Quickly text Julia to inform her that I've overslept & unable to go work... :( Kim suppose to come down to JSJ for a drink & pass me our event pay but I was not at work... Therefore, meeting him at Bangkit KSL instead... Had a bath & walk over to Bangkit to meet Kim, BF & Bao Cheng came after they've finish work... Had a chat with Kim & I've a hard time asking for the pay as he kept refusing to go off... After having a hard time, finally managed to get the pay & went over to sit with BF & Bao Cheng... Didn't had my dinner when I got home from work just now, ordered Mee Tai Mak for supper... After eating, walk back home for the night...

2010-09-27T10:55:00.003+08:00

MAD WORKACHOLIC...!!!

Day Working Schedule:
Mon - Fri : Helios Terminal...
Sat & Sun : Sonianto...

Night Working Schedule:
Mon : Menage A Tois...
Tue : Alcool...
Wed : Beer House...
Thur : Menage A Tois...
Fri : Beer House...
Sat : OFF
Sun : Beer House...

Working almost everyday day & night job for this week as you can see from the above working schedule... Ok, I admit I'm really a mad hardcore workacholic...!!! Hopefully, I can endure work for this week... Work hard...!!! :)

Thanks BF for his effort too, as he'll be fetching me off from work despite he need to be awake the next day early morning to book in back to camp... Loves...!!! :))

2010-09-26T15:28:00.001+08:00

Day 2: F1 Jonnie Walker Jet Black Event...

Audi...

Clifford Pier...

Day...

Night...

Jonnie Walker Jet Black Party...

It's Jonnie Walker...

Gold Entrance Card...

Corn Soup..

These drawing worth 5 digit...

Bar Counter...

Bartender - Taiwan & Malaysia...

Private Room...

MYSELF...

RENA...

LENA...

Slept till late afternoon, slack & rest the afternoon at home before getting myself prepare for event work... 2nd day of F1 Jonnie Walker event & it's gonna be over...!!! Meaning our pair of sour feet will be free from hours of standing with our heels on... :) Haha... After I'm done preparing, meet up with Lena & Rena as usual at CCK & we took train over Raffles then walk over to event location...

We're slightly earlier than yesterday... Get ourself change before we went in to the private room... Kim scoop a bowl of corn soup for each of us & it taste good... :) After finished drinking the bowl of soup, it's time for us to start work... Same jobscope as yesterday but it's harder for us to get the guests into the private room today as the crowd are lesser as compare to last night & some of them had came yesterday... Get to watch the F1 race from the screen, everyone seems to get excited... After 10pm, it's party time...!!! 3 of us did nth but to watch people party & waiting for time to pass to knock off... Went off at 1am, change back to our clothes & we're smarter this time to bring along our sandal so that we can change our heels to sandal after event ended... Skip supper & share cab back home as Lena & myself gonna wake up early for work tmr morning...

2010-09-25T13:45:00.001+08:00

Day 1: F1 Jonnie Walker Jet Black Event...

Me & Rena inside MRT...

Working Babes...

Jonnie Walker Badge...

Cocktail Notes...

Jonnie Walker - Keep Walking...

Jonnie Walker Mineral Water...

Jonnie Walker Gold Label Reserve...

Private Room...

RENA...

LENA...

Kim...

3 Of Us...

Yummy...

Cucumber Cocktail...

Overseas Bartender...

Slept till late afternoon & it's been a long time since I slept till like there's no tomorrow... Haha... Not working FEP for this weekend as I'll be working for F1 Jonnie Walker event intro by Kim which I got to know him at Alcool during Kimono night event... Thanks WanLing for replacing me to work for this 2 days, thank you many many... :)) Got my babes, Lena & Rena to work together with me too... Had a super hard time waking Rena up from bed, with the help of Joslyn & Vanassa, we manage to bomb her mobile & get her up...

After preparing, took Lrt over to CCK station to meet up with Lena & Rena... We then train over to Raffles station & find our way to the event location at Clifford Pier... Following the direction given, we made our way there... :) We're suppose to reach at 6pm for briefing & preparation but was half an hour late, therefore, quickly get change into Jonnie Walker dress provided by them... Mainly, our job for this event is to get the guests into the private room for some whisky testing & cocktail mixed by bartender from overseas... Simple job & easy $$, $15/hr but we've to endure 6 hrs of standing with our heels on... The feeling is totally killing & tortouring...!!! :((

Getting the guests into the private room lasted from 7pm - 10.30pm & each round only max 20 guests are invited into the room... After 10.30pm, it's in-house music time & we're suppose to control the crowd going into the private room, only 50 guests are allow to get in but it's hard for us to maintain the crowd... Famous blogger Dawn Yang attended this event too... Went oof at 1am, get changed & cab over to Newton as we're all getting hungry... Order white & black carrot cake, oyster & stringray to fill our stomach... Cab back home sweet home after supper...

2010-09-22T16:29:00.000+08:00

9.22 - Stay Close; Don't Go...

Slept till late morning as I'm on leave today... :) BF woke me up after he's done taking MC at hospital... Quickly wash up, met up with him at Bangkit & we had seafood soup for breakfast... After having our breakfast, he ride back home while I went to trim my eyebrow & walk back home myself after trimming... Back home, nap for a short while, while waiting for Sweetie Lena to come over to my place... Did express pedi for her, let her blow dry after I'm done applying her toe nails while I went to bath & prepare myself...

Took bus 960 to bugis & the road was slightly jam, therefore, we're running late for ink appt at skin label... Craving for cheese hotdog prata from bugis street, quickly grab 4 of it, went to re-draw $$ from atm & rush off to skin label at Sunshine Plaze... Follow WeiFong to printer shop to print out the size of the wording which Sweetie Lena wanna ink... Intially, she wanted to ink on the side of her feet but after much thinking, she decided to ink at the side of her waist instead... "Stay Close; Don't Go", this phrase of words meant alot to her... And now, it's my turn to see others get ink, so tempted to be ink again... :) It took roughly half an hour to get the wording ink, fast & bearable pain... (:

Next, train over to Plaze Singapura... Movie date with Sweetie Lena, watching "Love Cuts" showing at 7.20pm... After we're done buying the movie ticket, train over to Orchard as it was raining... Went to Gucci at Takashimaya as Sweetie Lena wanna get Gucci wallet as b'day present for that special someone to her... Walk back to PS, had Adjisen for our dinner before the movie start... Movie lasted for almost 2 hours, quite a touching story line... :( After movie, took bus back home... Turning in early for the night as it's working day tmr...

Lastly, HAPPY LANTERN DAY...!!! :)
I missed the childhood time when we used to carry Lantern & played with Candles...

2010-09-17T10:19:00.000+08:00

Army ORD Night...!!!

Emeline...

Misaki...

After knock off from office at 6pm, train back home... Bath & get myself prepared then bus down to Boat Quay... Working at Jens tonight for Army ORD event... :) We're suppose to have photoshoots for this event at 7.30pm but I'm giving it a miss as I can't make it on time... Reached pub at 9pm & I'm surprised that only Misaki was there, the rest are not there yet... And after waited for awhile, Emeline reached... Get ourself change into army short shorts & dirty green tank top for the event... Photoshoots was cancelled as the photographer can't make it the last min... Working with Kelly & Misaki together with Emeline, Bonnie was suppose to work with us too but she didn't turn up for work...

Tried puffing boss's cigar & it had the taste of strawberry... Drank alittle sip of red wine & 2 shots of Martell before we get tipsy to dance... All of us did 1 round of dance for the night... Managed to hit my target of 10 shots & sold total of 25 shots... :) Fei mao was supportive as he bought 1 tray of 10 shots from me, how nice of him... (: Took care of Misaki as she was drunk, she took care of me when I'm drunk working at Alccol for Kimono night & now it's my turn to take care of her... Haha... Helped her change back her clothes & send her down to take cab home, hopefully the guy will send her back home safely... Haha... And there's 1 lady customer that was deadly drunk too, she vomitted & mess up the whole area... Always having a hard time looking after drunkards... Haha... :( Emeline was alittle sober too but lucky not drunk... Ended work at 3am, changed back my clothes & went off with Emeline... Send her to take cab while BF came to fetch me home... :))

2010-09-15T11:35:00.002+08:00

We're back together...!!!

After months & much obstacles that we've been thru, we're back together again... :) It's a brand new start, a new beginning for the both of us... It's takes much courage to forgive & forget, give & take... And everything that had happened in the past are gonna be mark as history & hopefully this time round, things will get better & everything will works well for us.... (:

2010-09-14T13:07:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Eileen Sister...!!! :))

Force myself to get out of my bed with hangover feeling to get prepare for work, bath & quickly prepare... Was running late for work, therefore, went over to Bangkit to pack 3 packet of bee hoon for myself, Edwina & Faduli... Thought of taking cab to work but realised that I've not enough cash with me & didn't bring my atm card too... :( Therefore, went back home & decided to send text to my boss informing him that I'll be applying for urgent leave... It's just not my day...!!! Running late for work, not enough cash with me, didn't bring my atm card & my phone can't be switch on at all... Just what's wrong....???!!! :(

Finish half packet of bee hoon & went back to sleep, woke up only in the late afternoon... Eyes infection as I didn't took out my contact lens last night, bearly can open up my eyes... :( Went over to BPP with 3rd sis to service my phone but ended up I'm able to switch it on again... :) Bought 2 boxes of ice-cream mooncake from swensen for family & PW... Walk around BPP for alittle while before we bus over to Bangkit, bought b'day cake for 2nd sis as it's her b'day today... Back home, had alittle of dinner & took a short evening nap... B'day singing & cut cake time at 7plus... Bath & prepare, PW then came over to fetch me & we headed down to Newton for dinner... Order Stringray, Kailan Vege, Hokkien Prawn Mee, Satay & Oyster but we didn't finish it all, such a waste...!!! After dinner, rided over to Boat Quay to get my pay for last weekend event... Spend some time with him before we headed back home...

2010-09-13T15:22:00.002+08:00

Alcool Kimono Night...

Had a short half an hour nap after chatting with PW on the phone thru out the whole night, from dust to dawn & I've to force myself to be awake to prepare for work... The feeling of having not enough sleep really KILLS...!!!

Manage to endure at work till knock off at 6pm... Back home, bath & prepare for Alcool event tonight... Bus over to Boat Quay after I'm done preparing, having a hard time finding the way to Alcool when it's actually just beside V3... Kimono night at Alcool, working together with 5 others babes... Didn't join them for the photoshoots taken last week as I only agree to work this event after the photoshoots... Get change into black kimono before start work at almost 10pm... Target to sell 3 shots only for the night & thereafter shots we'll be having commission... Manage to push 4 trays of total 24 shots before I was dead drunk... Misaki, 1 of the waitress at Alcool helped me with changing & send me off to take cab back home...

2010-09-12T12:41:00.004+08:00

Prove what's LOVE...???

Back home at 1plus am from a long day of work... Bath & remove make-up, lying on the bed texting with PW while trying to get myself to sleep... And he send me a text, asking: "Can u prove to me love"...??? I was shock when I read it, thought he send it to the wrong person & I replied back to him: "Prove to u love...? What u mean...???"... Waited for quite awhile before I received his replied... He send me a long text which somehow touched my heart & it took me a long time thinking of what shld I reply back to him...

Before I know what to type & reply him, he rang my phone... Heart to heart talk with him & both of us really talks our feeling out... It's been such a long time since we chat on the phone for hours... There's so many things which we talked about, never did we know there's still so much things for us to chat... Chat till 7am in the morning before he finally allow me to hang the phone & had a short rest before waking up for work... I was feeling really tired but the heart to heart talk with him was all worthwhile, it was a good night...!!! :)

In the a relationship, there's no right or wrong, there's only give & take...

2010-09-10T13:14:00.001+08:00

Body Art Night...

Jens Family...

DJ ~ Xiao Xiao...

Cynthia...

Emeline...

SHOTS...!!!

Girls Group Photo...

Emeline, ME, Cynthia, Qian Yi...

Selemat Hari Raya to all my muslim friends & colleagues...!!! :)

Slept till late afternoon & it feel so great having plenty of sleep... (: Woke up & get myself prepare, bath & make-up... Meeting up with Sweetie Lena, she took such a long time to prepare herself & get out of the house...!!! I admit I've not much patience waiting for others... Haha... Board the same bus as her & we alight at FEP stop... Went up shop to look for MeiLing & Vanassa, shop for alittle while at FEP before we went off over to DFS as Lena wanna get baby polo for Shaylee's 1st birthday & next over to Paragon Gucci... Lastly, Takashimaya to grab some food, bought Japanese egg noodle, tako yaki & salmon sushi... :)

Bus back to BP around evening time... Reach home, took a short nap for 1 hr before getting up to get myself prepare for event tonight... Meeting up with Cynthia & board the same bus with Rena, XinEr & Joslyn... Kelly reached the pub earlier than us, got ourself change & prepare for photoshoots... Body art will be the theme for tonight event... :) Emeline reached after she had knocked off from work together with her friend: Qian Yi who will be working together with us too... After photoshoots taking, started to do PR & pushed shots... Tag-team with Cynthia & both of us managed to clear almost 3 tray of shots... :) Slack & singing after hitting our shots target...

Ended work at 4am, changed & headed over to Orchard Tower: Club Trustz... Raymond drove us girls there while the rest took cab over... Was quite boring there, didn't really drink much & kept forcing Emeline to drink plain water... Haha... Cynthia stayed for alittle while & went off first as she's not feeling well which the rest of us went off when the pub close at 6am... Share cab back home with DJ, again got home at 7plus early morning...

2010-09-08T16:38:00.001+08:00

Cause baby tonight, DJ got us falling in love again...!!!

Meet up with Sweetie Lena at Jurong East after both of us had ended work... Took train over to CCK & had our dinner at 302... After having our dinner, took bus back home... Bath & prepare, waited for WanLing to bus back to BP from FEP, but she didn't managed to board the bus as it was too pack... Therefore, after I'm done preparing, took cab over to Clementi to meet up with Jescy, she then drove down to fetch WanLing & we headed over to St James together...

Club at Powerhouse with Jescy, WanLing, Michelle & Long while Junjie, Jurrel & bro came later... Beat the queue by asking some random guys to help exchange drinks for us as the queue was so damn long & they happen to be the customer of Menage A Trois pub on Fri event... Each of us had a jug of cranberry vodka, bottom it up before we hit the dancefloor... Jescy went off early, Junjie & co. came after Jescy had went off... They smuggle 1 bottle of Hennsey pour into bottle & bought in to PH... Drank alittle bit of it, pure nick & it taste so sucky... :( And we did something unbelieveable that night, it was crazy...!!! Haha...

Drank alittle too much, vomitted at the smoking area while Wanling vomitted at the locker area after drinking flaming lambo... Haha... All of us then headed to the dancefloor, Kelly, WanLing & myself step onto the podium & got high... That customer which I met at the pub was kind enough to get me mineral water... :) Dance for alittle while, Kelly went off with her friends while WanLing & myself step over to guys podium... Wanted to go off early at 3am but they insisted to club till lights on... :( Lights on at 4am, slack outside PH for alittle while before sharing cab back home... Hopefully, I won't die at work later... :(

2010-09-04T11:39:00.001+08:00

Woke up late for work as usual & it seems like I'm always running late almost every week... Working only with Meiling as Wanling was sick, therefore, she didn't come to work... Seems like everyone are starting to fall sick soon, so people please drink more water & take care of ur health...!!! :)

Ended work at 9pm, took bus back home... Bath & prepare then bus down to Boat Quay for event at 11pm... Theme of the event: SM night... Got myself changed once I've reach the pub & prepare ourselves before the event starts... Not much customer as compared to yesterday crowd, therefore, it's harder to push shots... :( Ended work at 4am, changed back to my clothes & headed over to Social House with the group... Played 5/10 & kept falling into Stone tricks, therefore, was asked to drink...

Went off from Social House at almost 6pm & I was quite tipsy but yet sober... DJ & myself had a hard time taking a cab as it was drizzling & most of the cabbies are changing shift... No choice but to on-call cab & it took quite awhile before we finally got a cab... DJ dropped me off at my place first before he cab back to Jurong... Reach home at 7plus, TIRED...!!!

2010-09-03T15:35:00.000+08:00

03/09 Event - Naughty School Girl Night...!!!

Took leave off from work today... Suppose to go for my company health screening check-up appt at Raffles Hospital early morning at 7am but as expected, I can't pull myself up from bed... It's my 3rd time cancelling the appt, guess sooner or ltr I'll be blacklisted by them... Haha... :) It's been a long time since I slept for so long... Shiok...!!! Woke up, prepare & took bus 960 to Bugis... BHG to collect my Addidas Jacket which I've reserved & there's 10% off which costs only $50... Great deal...!!! :) Went shopping around & bought myself some stuff, pack tako-yaki & oyster pancake home for family... (:

Took bus back home, ate alittle before having my afternoon nap till 5pm... Bath & prepare for event tonight, photoshoot timing had postpone from 6.30pm to 8.30pm... Therefore, had alittle more rest at home before heading down to Boat Quay... Waited for Lydia & Bonnie at 7eleven before we head over to Menage A Trois pub... Theme for the night: Naughty School Girl, get ourself change & prepare for the photoshoot... Working with Lydia, Kelly & Bonnie... :) Event started at 11pm & my job scope for the event will be selling shots to customer... Target to clear 10 shots & thereafter shots we will be getting commission... Suppose to end work till 3am but OT till 5am... Sat Raymond's car as Kelly was dead drunk, Bonnie & myself had a hard time sending her home... Only manage to reach home at 7am in the morning after sending Kelly back home...

2010-08-28T17:24:00.000+08:00

Ex-Colleague Meet-Up...

Ended work at 9pm, Nin ride down to FEP & fetch me from work... We then ride over to Sembawang park for Jegan's birthday celebration... It's been quite awhile since I last met him ever since he had resign from Helios... Surprise small gathering organise by his gf which consists of india, malay & chinese... :) Simple get along session & we had a fun time, guiter sing along session, pizza with Jonnie Walker, games that boost our birthday boy ego, etc... Haha... All of us had a fun time together...

Went off at 12am midnight & suggested to head over to Geylang Sarai as I've never been there before... Therefore, Nin was kind enough to ride & bring me there... :) Walk around the bazzar & it was quite a good experience, just like our chinatown during the chinese new year period... Nashruddin came to meet us, nice catching up with him & glad that they're all doing fine... :) Went off from Geylang Serai around 2 plus, Nin ride & send me home together with Nashruddin... Ren Yuan rang me & ask me down to V4 to celebrate Thomas's birthday but rejected him as I'm just too lazy & tired...

2010-08-27T15:48:00.001+08:00

Step Up 3...!!!

Back to work after a day of MC & it's gonna be weekend tmr, that's fast...!!! :) Train back home after work, cook maggie for my dinner & watch crime watch showing on channel 8 while waiting for Lena to knock off from work... Went to get myself prepare & board the same bus with gfs, we then bus over to Cineleisure to meet up with Meiling & co. for movie...

Total ~14 of us watching Step Up 3, occupy 4 rolls of the couple seats... It's my first time watching 3D movie, kinda excited... :) Fall asleep for alittle while as I'm just too tired... Movie ended, chill & slack outside Cine before sharing cab back home withLena, Meiling & Yong Chin...

2010-08-27T15:32:00.003+08:00

I just want to be happy...

Why am I feeling hurt once again...? I really hate this weird feeling staying inside my heart, it sucks to the very max...!!! :( Seems like I've been treated as a fool like again, just what's ur motive, what are you up to...? Pls make it clear to me, I don't want anymore mind-game guessing, it's never fun at all... I just got to realise that u've got spilt personality, just which side of you are the true you, the one infront of me or behind, you're just a totally different person... The words that you've told me are just making me feeling guilty but think carefully, is it everything my wrong so pls stop sounded like as if it's all my fault... It's true that helping someone is from the heart, not asking anything for return... I'm willing to help but think of it is it worth it, worthwhile...? I don't wish to stress myself & make myself think too much anymore, it's more than enough...!!!

And PL, can you just please stop being a stalker...!!! Stop finding things to make urself getting more deeply hurt... Pls learn to be strong & face the facts, get over it & everything will be fine... Seems like I'm really tired of everything in life... I just want a simple life for now, work & save $$, to be happy everyday with a smile truly from my heart & not by faking a smile ... I'm sorry to those who I've hurt but I just want to be single for now, really don't wish to stress about getting into a relationship anymore, I'm just seriously tired...!!!

2010-08-26T15:53:00.002+08:00

Partying hard last night resulting in waking up late for work, therefore, text my bosses informing them that I'll be on MC... Indeed, my left eyes was slightly red since yesterday, hopefully, I'll not be affected with sore eyes... After texting them, fall back to my lala land till late morning & woke up by my niece & nephew who came over to my place... Wash-up & walk over to Bangkit, try my luck by buying 4D for tmr night draw, ''6286''... :) Shop around at shop & save, bought sweets, cereal, topshell can, cups noodles & instant noodle, enough to make my hair drop... Haha... Had my eyebrow trim & the beautician manage to physco me to do eyebrow embroidery which I always wanted to do for a long time... After trimming my eyebrow, pack food & then walk back home...

After having my lunch, rest for alittle while & walk over to Bangkit for eyebrow embroidery... I did it before few years back but the colour had gone off & had lighten, therefore, decided to touch up again as I'm too lazy to draw my eyebrow everytime... Haha... It took less than 2hrs before it's completed... Unlike tattoo which uses needle, eyebrow embroidery uses blade instead & it still do hurt alittle but the pain is bearable... :) It costs total $226 for eyebrow embroidery + cream to apply onto my eyebrow... I've got dark eyebrow now & got to endure for 3 days before the skin peel off... Hopefully, the outcome will turn out to be nice after few days later... :)

Back home, afternoon nap for alittle while till 6evening before I walk over to petir to see doctor... While walking over, met upon daddy & he saw me holding on to a stick... Anyway, it doesn't matter much also cos they know that I'm back to smoking... 1st patient in the clinic after they're back from their break, waited for quite awhile before seeing the doctor... Consult for less than 10 mins & I'm out of his room, walk back home after collecting my medicine & MC...

Had my dinner, bath & prepare myself for work at night... Walk over to BPP to get make-up remover first before heading over to work but received text from lady boss informing me that I need not work tonight, therefore, meet up with Deyvon instead... Waiting for him to bus back to BP after he had knock off from work... Meet him at BPP mac & accompany him to walk over to 163 fro dinner... Chat & catch up with him for alittle while before I walk back home...

2010-08-25T15:20:00.001+08:00

K-Box & Powerhouse...

After work, meet up with Sweetie Lena at Jurong East MRT & we train over to CCK-Lot 1 together... It seems like we've got ever ending things to update each other every week & it's always nice catching up with her... :) Had old pontian prawn noodle soup for our dinner... After eating, bought 2 pkts of famous amos cookies before we walk over to Lot 2 for K-singing... Luckily, I've made an reservation for the room this afternoon as all the room are already fully booked... :) Just the 2 of us & I enjoy it because there's no fighting over the mic... Haha... Dunno why, was not really in the mood to sing, therefore, we only sing for 1hr... Play 1 round of pool & had a stick before we went off to take bus home at 10pm...

Back home, bath & prepare... Meet Wanling at pending lrt & waited for JunJie to bus over from Woodlands, we then took cab over to St James... Wednesday night = Ladies night, accompany Wanling to Powerhouse as she wanted to see SX like so badly... Haha... After we've got in to PH, manage to get ourself a locker to lock our bag as most of the lockers are either being occupied / spoilt... And we're having a hard time going around the dancefloor looking for Sherry & eventually we gave up searching for her as it was so crowded... Had a stick before hitting the dancefloor, dance for alittle while & I couldn't take it anymore as it was totally hell hot...!!!

Squeeze my way out of the dancefloor to smoking area, at least I'm able to catch some breathe there... Join in the queue for the drinks & we're having cranberry vodka again, chance upon Herrsong while I'm queuing for the drinks & I nearly don't regconise him... Haha... Wanling went back to the dancefloor while JunJie & myself sat down to finish our jug of cranberry vodka, it just taste so sucky & I got alittle tipsy after finishing the jug .... Haha... Went off from PH at almost 3am, chill outside for alittle while & happen to chance upon my TP buddy-Hao Wei & he drove me back home together with 2 of his friends... Puke & vomitted from the moment I alight from the car & walk over to the lift... Back home, quickly wash up & went off to bed...

2010-08-23T13:07:00.002+08:00

If only I knew it from the start...
If only I could turn back time...
If only I was strong to face it...
Then maybe, just maybe...
I could still be with you even
just for a single moment...

2010-08-22T13:34:00.000+08:00

You were my everything...!!!

I _____ you.

You have a nice _____.

You make me _____.

You should _____.

Someday I will _____.

You + me = _____.

If I saw you now I'd _____.

I want to _____ you.

I would build a _____ just for you.

If I could sing you any song it would be _____.

We could _____ under the rain.

2010-08-21T13:25:00.000+08:00

Saturday Night...!!!

Work as usual on weekend, nothing much to update... Working with Meiling & Vanassa but she's working only from 2pm till 8pm as she need to rush off over to element for her night job... Pack & close shop at 9plus, Lena & Michelle came down shop to look for us...

After closing shop, we then walk over to Cine... Went to look for Wanling as she's with her sec sch classmates at the kopitiam near cine, happen to chance upon JY there... :) Order stingray, sotong, kang kong & salad youtiao together with rice for our dinner... After finish eating, we then walk over to scape... Jescy, Xiner & Cynthia was there, chill & slack with them for alittle while together with Lena & Michy while Meiling, WanLing & Pricilla went to check out the timing for movie... They're watching movie showing at 1.35am, decided not to watch with them as I know I'll sure fall asleep in the cinema...

After they're done buying the movie ticket, headed down to cine basement for forlick which we've been craving for a long time... Had strawberry flavour forlick with oreo & cornflakes topping which costs $7plus... Slack outside Cine with Lena, Michelle, Pricilla, Meiling, Wanling, Ben, Greg & their friends outside cine while waiting for the movie to start... Went oiff from Cine at 2am, share cab back to BP with Lena & Michelle... Met up with SY to chat for alittle while before I went back home...

2010-08-19T15:12:00.001+08:00

I wonder if I ever cross ur mind...???

Seems like my body system had got used to sleeping after 2am ever since I started working at night... Even if I were to turn in early to bed, I still can't get myself to sleep, maybe someday I need to pop down some sleeping pill so that I'm able to put myself to sleep easier... Lonely night & I'm all alone in the room... My mind just can't stop thinking back about the past, fuck my brain...

I thought my decision of moving on was kinda firm this time round, but I was totally wrong... My heart melt whenever I hear from you... Guess it's only you who got the power to make me smile & make my day... I dunno why am I just afraid of moving on, taking a step forward... Maybe I'm just a coward, afraid of taking the wrong step, that's why I will rather choose to remain at the same spot knowing that things will never get better... I know I must learn how to be patient & be contented, don't expect too much so as to avoid dissapointment... Take things slow & calm, one step at a time... But am I able to do it...???

2010-08-17T13:05:00.004+08:00

I MISSED ALL THE FUN...!!!

Hong Kong...

Hong Kong DisneyLand...

Snow White...

Donald Duck...

POOH..!!!

I wish for a getaway to a place far far away from here, where I can really clear my mind & put everything aside... I'm missing the days when I'm in Hong Kong, the fun time at Disneyland... It's a place filled with fun, joy, smile, happiness, laughter, excitement, everything that makes me a happy girl... :) But happy moment will never last long...

2010-08-14T10:07:00.002+08:00

Good Experience...!!! :)

Working at 12pm but woke up only at 12pm, running late for work...!!! Quickly get myself prepare & rush off to take bus 190 to FEP... Lucky MeiLing was early to open shop first... Bought sweettalk strawberry milkshake & OCK chicken wing back to shop... :) Shop was not really busy, ended work at 9pm...

After work, took bus over to CineLeisure as WanLing wanna try her luck to see if she happen to meet upon SX, so we accompany her there... Haha... Jiahao came to meet us & we had our dinner together, saw RY & co. when I'm eating... :) Bought 250gm of famous amos cookies which I've been craving for a long time, it was totally madness...!!! :) Had plan for drinking tonight but last min everyone back out, spoil mood only...!!! Slack outside scape, enjoying the r&b music played & thinking of where to go next...

Decide to head back to Teck Whye for drinking... Didn't manage to catch the last bus, therefore, took NR3 back... Meet upon my sec sch mate on the bus but I've forgotten what's his name, it's been years back... Haha... Saw someone familiar & I thought it was JY, text him & it was really him on the same bus as me... :) Drop off at Teck Whye, XinEr waited for us at bus-stop... Order 6 bottles of henieken to mix with cans of redbull, first time drinking ahcohol at coffeeshop, just like auntie & uncle... Haha... It's also my first time trying henieken mix with redbull but Martell still the best... :) Next table uncle who seems to be drunk keep coming over to disturb us, irritating...!!! We chill, slack, chat, talk, gossip, drink but not drunk for hours... MeiLing's cousin, ben came down to join us together with 1 of his friend around 4plus to help us finish our last bottle... Finish drinking & took cab back home at 5am in the morning...

2010-08-13T14:05:00.001+08:00

The night is still young...

It's Friday & it's the 13th...!!! 4 days of work & it's coming to weekend, that's fast... :) After day work, rush back home to get myself bath & change before going for my night job... Thought of having dinner first to fill my hungry stomach before going for work but dinner sucks, quarrel with mummy & I was totally not in the mood...!!! :(

Working with uncle & xiao ling, boss & lady boss didn't came down to pub... Alan & winnie came down for drinking, SY & co. came down too... :) Pub was crowded & it was a busy night... Guess I must be feeling too sleepy during work, accidentally pour onto customer shirt & pants causing it to get wet but luckily, he didn't get angry with me... Phew...!!! Fight broke out at pub again when we're about to close... Dunno what's the reason, the drunkard just went around wanting to pick a fight with others, he even knock down Winnie's tower of beer which cause us having a hard time clearing the mess... Happening fight outside pub, didn't get to watch as I was inside clearing up the mess, police came down soon after...

SY waited for me to knock off from work, had a puff & slack outside pub with Winnie for alittle while before we went over to Teck Whye to look for Lena as I've promise to meet her for mac breakfast since a week ago... While we're on the way, saw 3 indian guys holding bottles on their hand, chasing & going after another indian guy... It was so scary at that point of time...!!! Went to withdraw $$ & buy sticks then walk over to Teck Whye mac to meet Lena... Happen to meet upon MeiLing & co. at mac too... :) Had breakfast deluxe & it was totally heaven...!!! After eating with bloated stomach, slack outside CC before cab home with SY at almost 5plus in the morning...

2010-08-11T15:54:00.001+08:00

Temptation...!!!

Unicorn VS Peacock...? But seems like they don't fit to match... Indeed, ink is addictive...!!! Got the sudden temptation of inking a peacock either at the side of my rib / thigh & I bet it's gonna be a big & colourful peacock this time round... :) In my opinion, I think peacock do look elegant because of their beautiful colours on them, maybe that's the reason why I've the thought of inking them on my body... If only our life can be as colourful as them... ...

Still thinking weather shld I ink for this very last time or it's time for me to put a stop to inking, I'm just afraid that I might regret in future... Human being are just weird creatures, we know that we need to bear with the few hours of pain during the process of inking but still we decide to get ourself ink... Still remember clearly on the last day of 2009 when I got myself ink, I really feel like giving up half-way thru the process... It's damn fucking pain like nobody business & I just feel like crying... No turning back half way thru the process, therefore, gonna endure till it's finally completed... Despite the pain, I still went for my 2nd & 3rd ink soon after but smaller piece of ink each time... Most importantly, it's better to think once, twice, thrice before getting ink because it's forever...!!!

Till now, I'm still very much in love with my unicorn... :)

2010-08-09T17:01:00.000+08:00

Happy 45th Birthday Singapore...!!!

It's monday again but I don't feel any monday blues at all, becos it's a public holiday, meaning that I don't have to wake up early in the morning for work, it's an rare off day for me, therefore, I must spend my time wisely... Haha... Today it's our country, our nation, a place that where we belong, Singapore 45th birthday...!!!

Slept till late morning, wake up to get myself prepare for shopping with gfs... After I'm done preparing, meet up with lena around 2plus & board the same bus as her... Both of us then meet Michy at FEP as she train down from Yishun... Went up to shop to look for Cynthia & MeiLing for a short while before we went for our lunch at Sakura...

After having or lunch, spend our time shopping around FEP but nothing caught our eyes... Therefore, we then cross over the bridge to Gallery DFS & next, mall hop over to Wisma & Taka... Something sad happen & I shld not mention much here... All I can say is that, if only he don't turn his back when the moment he saw her, it will not cause so much pain to her... Why must he act & behave like a stranger or rather a passer-by, I really don't understand... I truly understand how it feels, heartbroken & it hurts deep from the bottom of the heart...

Mood for shopping was then spoil for the rest of the day... We then walk over to 313, got nothing much to shop there... Therefore, we decided to take bus 190 back to BPP for dinner instead... After having our dinner, Michy went home first while Lena & myself slack for a short while before I walk back home...

Stay strong girl...!!! No matter what happen, remember I'm always there... Loves...!!! :)

2010-08-08T11:52:00.002+08:00

Work is my life...!!!

I want to change my blogskin badly but I sucks at doing it... :( HELP...!!!

2010-08-06T09:42:00.002+08:00

Day: Shopping...!!!
Night: Clubbing...!!!

WanLing...

Michy...

Sherry...

Jescy...

GIRLS GROUP PHOTO...

As expected, I didn't went for my appointment at 11am for my health screening at Raffles Hospital... I'm just too tired to wake myself up from bed & also too lazy to travel there... It's been such a long time since I slept for so long... Woke up by my niece & nephew who came over to my place at 12noon... Niece had been discharged from the hospital last night, luckily she's fine now... Sis cook noodle for me to share with granny... Sometimes, I think God really do treat me fairly well, giving me this Sis of mine who really take care of my everything but yet at times, I took her for granted... :(

Over to Bangkit with Sis to get my eyebrow trim... Took a short nap in the noon & woke up by Lena's call... Get myself prepare, bath & make-up then meet up with Lena at Bangkit bus-stop as she went Bangkit earlier to see the doctor for MC... Waited for Michy to board the bus from her place before both of us get up the same bus as her... Took bus 960 to Bugis, had our lunch at Yoshinoya before we start shopping at Bugis Junction & Bugis Streets... Got my screen protector change for my phone & the lady who did for me took such a long time to paste it on for me la...

Over to Sasa & I'm super happy that there's stocks for my perfume as I was told that it's been discontinue, therefore, bought 2 bottles in case it's running out of stock the next time, I know I'm kaisu... Haha... :) Bought a dress & shoes, a box of fake lashes & lashes glue too... :) We wanted to try KOI drink at Iluma but the long queue made us drop the idea of getting it...

Next, took train over to Orchard & walk over to FEP... Went up to shop to look for MeiLing & WanLing, waited for them to knock off from work... Lena went back home alone as she's not feeling well while the rest of us meet up with Jescy... She drove us over to CineLeisure, had Burger King for our late dinner... After eating, went smoking outside Cine & took some photos... Asked the girl sitting beside us to help us take group photo & it happen to be SY's friend... Haha...

Follow on, Jescy then drove us over to St James & meet up with Sherry & YueLing... It's been months since I last step into the club, hit the dancefloor... :) Sherry, YueLing, MeiLing, WanLing went in to Dragonfly first while Michy, Jescy & myself went in after parking the car... All of us shared open a bottle of Hennesy & sign up for member... First time stepping into Dragonfly, chinese liveband & r&b music... Met upon Rita there... :) Waited for our table & it took quite awhile, therefore, Michy, MeiLing, WanLing & myself went over to Powerhouse first... Not even starting to drink & we got high after getting into Powerhouse, squeeze our way into the dancefloor & we got up to the podium... Got ourself a table shared with few other guys, Jescy & co. then bring over the liquor from Dragonfly... And we started our night drinking, dancing, partying...!!!

Went for a puff outside Powerhouse... Dunno what's wrong with me again, I started to text him, ''I Miss You''... I broke down & cried badly this time, I can't control my feeling & emotion... When was the last time I tears for him, I don't remember...? I'm glad that he did reply to my msg but somehow the qns he ask in the msg did hurt my feeling... Cry on the phone talking to him, I miss his voice, his everything... WL called up SY & he came down to Powerhouse to look for me, I was shock when i saw him... Something bad happen again, fight between SY & few guys who was sitting next to me but lucky everything was fine after that... Long came down to fetch Michy while I cab home with SY, ML, WL... Sometimes, I really dont understand why some people just don't know when it's the time to open their mouth & when it's not... SY send me to my doorstep before he went back home...

It was just a hope...

You told me to change my life for a better but sometimes I wonder, will things ever get back to the past, be the same like how we used to be if I decide to stop smoking, drinking, pubbing, clubbing, inking, change everything just for you, in order to hold back to this relationship again... I really doubt so, you really confuse my thoughts... It seems like you're just giving me hope that we will be together back again some day when you're moving on ahead with your life now... I dunno why is the feeling still so strong till now when everything had already ended... I really hope the wound inside me will heal soon, it's hurting when I think of you at times...

2010-08-05T15:32:00.002+08:00

BBDC: Bike Prac...
CCK 302: Dinner...
CCK K-box: Singing & Pool...

I'm gonna be a happy girl as I'll be enjoying a long weekend ahead... :)

Train back home after work... Quickly get myself change into long sleeve shirt & jeans, took my hand gloves & helmet, wear my covered shoes & rush to bus-stop for bus 187 to BBDC... As usual, bus took forever to come & I'm always late for my practical... :( Lesson lasted for 1hr40mins & ended at 9.45pm...

After practical had ended, top up $$ to my 2B acc... Call up Lena & Michy, both of them are not done preparing, therefore, decided to go home to get change first... Met upon BC/BJ, dunno which of them as both of them look really alike... Haha... Chat with him for alittle while before both of us board the same bus back to BP... Reach home, 3rd sis told me that my niece had admitted to KK hospital as she kept vomitting... Hopefully nothing gonna happen to her & hope she'll get well soon...

Lena board the same bus as me & we headed over to CCK together... Met up with Michy & we went for our dinner at 302... Met upon Rena, Sonia, Cynthia & co. there, sat & ate together with them... After eating, walk over to K-box & met upon WanLing & XinEr on the way, chat with them for a short while... Had made a reservation for a room this afternoon but it was given to others as we're slightly late... Therefore, waited for about 15 mins before we got our room... Sang for 1.5 hrs & played 3 rounds of pool before we went off from K-box... Slack outside lot 1 & had our supper before we cab back home... Send Lena back home first, follow by Michy & lastly me... Reach home at almost 4am...

2010-07-31T14:23:00.000+08:00

Woke up, bath & prepared then took bus 190 to FEP for work... Working only with WanLing as Meiling had went to China for sch attachment...WanLing reach shop at 1pm together with SY, who came down to look for me... WanLing bought me Old Chang Kee chicken wing, I don't really like to eat chicken wing but after my first time trying chicken wing from Old Chang kee, I think I'm gonna get hook to it as it taste really nice & SY bought me my favourite chocolate milk too... :) Dunno why, I seems not in the mood at work today... :( Packed & closed shop at 9pm...

After work, went for a puff outside DFS while waiting for WJ to cab down from his work place at Clarke Quay & lobang us back to BP... Meet up with Lena & Michy at BPP Mac for dinner... After eating, we went over to JSJ for drinking session together with WL's friends... This time round, we order a tower of beer, not vodka or martell... Beer just taste so sucky, hate it...!!! :( Play with dices, sing a few song & drink only 1 glass, can't even get drunk drinking with beer... Jescy drove down to collect sales & went off after a short while... Had a puff outside JSJ, slack for alittle while before we headed home at 2 plus... Send Michy back home first before I went home...

2010-07-28T14:01:00.000+08:00

Time Heals...!!!

It was 2 mths ago on 28th May, the day when both of us broke up... This time round, it was not me who asked for a break up, it was him... But everything happened becos of me, for not sending a text to him informing that I'm back home from outside with my friends when he had reminded me to do so... It's not that I didn't want to text him, it's that I'm just too tired that I eventually dozed off when I'm typing the message to be send to him, but didn't manage to send out... Anyway, I know there's no point explaining so much now, it's useless, everything had ended... :(

1 year plus relationship just ended this way, it may not be long but I do cherish the time both of us spend together... Flashback kills, it reminds me badly of the place we went & things that we did together... All the bad / good memories are always kept in my mind... It's really killing me inside my heart at that point of time when he told me that it's time to end our relationship... I just can't stop tearing, I've no mood for everything... I please him to stay, beg him not to leave, tried to hold back this relationship but still I can't change his decision... It's painful & it hurts badly deep in my heart...

And now, 2 months had passed... Nobody truly understand how I'm feeling now, better than I do... Happy/Sad, I can no longer feel it anymore... Maybe as times goes by, feeling will slowly fade, time heals all wounds but still leaving hurtful scars behind... All the promises & words he said to me, I guess he had forgotten all as he's moving on happily with his life now & I'm glad for him... :) Every now & then, I'm feeling heartache but I know it's time to let go & for me to move on, it's hard but I know someday I'm able do it... No matter what, life still goes on but it sucks to feel this way... Sometimes, it's really tiring to fake a smile infront of everyone pretending that I'm totally fine...

Everything was just wasn't meant to be...

2010-07-27T17:30:00.001+08:00

WORKAHOLIC...!!!

Continous 3 days of work at pub for the past few days till late midnight & still got to wake up early in the morning for work... Totally shag the hell out of me, I feel just like a zombie... Hahaha... Tired, but still I do enjoy working... :) There's a saying: ''We reap what we sow''...!!! Always remember, we work hard for the sake for ourself, not for others...

Work is part of my life now, hardly have got the time for other things... Maybe just some random meet up with Gfs & friends, other than that, he rest of the time will be busy working or going for my bike prac & having my beauty sleep... And soon, I'm gonna get back to attend my nail course... Busy life...!!! Haha... It's really time I'm gonna save real hard now, no more spending like running tap water, hopefully I'm able to do so... :) Somehow, I can start to sense the importance of saving during young age as there will be more commitment to come as we grow older... So it's time to save up for raining days...!!! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EDWINA...!!! :)

2010-07-24T12:05:00.001+08:00

Mac Breakfast, Work, Dinner @ HK Cafe, Movie...

Woke up in the middle of the night at 6am from a bad nightmare by Jimmy message, asking if Jescy was with me as she's not back home yet at this time... Therefore, help Jimmy to try contact Jescy but she didn't ans the call so send a text to her instead & she's safely back home at 7 plus... As expected, I was too tired to be awake for my bike prac seession book at 8am this morning... :( Bus over to BPP with 3rd sis, Nephew & Niece for Mac breakfast... Breakfast deluxe was heaven...!!! After breakfast, bus back home to get myself prepare for work...

Nothing much to update about work, shop was kinda busy for the day... End work at 9pm, bus over to PS together with MeiLing, WanLing & Jia Hao, Lena & Michy reach soon after... Had HK cafe for our dinner, hungry to the max...!!! Order bo lao bao, half boil egg, chicken chop baked rice & chocolate ice blend... After eating, went GV to collect our movie ticket which Michy had reserve for us online... Went for a puff first before the movie start, Wan Ling & Jia Hao didn't join us for the movie... Watching ''old cow VS tender grass'' which lasted for 95 mins... It was a nice movie, made me laugh like mad only... Hahaha... :) Next movie I'm gonna catch soon will be love cuts by zoe tay, seems nice too... (: After movie had ended, chill outside PS for a short while before 4 of us share cab back home...

2010-07-23T15:03:00.001+08:00

Edwina's B'day Dinner...
BBDC ~ RTP & RTE...

JY bought me mac breakfast in the morning... Train was damn squeezy & fully pack when I'm on my way to work, that cause me to be late for company transport... Therefore, decided to train over to JP & took a cab to work instead... Worst of all, I direct the taxi driver the wrong direction twice before I finally manage to reach workplace, was 15 mins late for work... Blame me for always being such a sleepy head everytime I took the company transport... :(

Early b'day celebration for Edwina together with her maintenance department team ~ Liow, Kumar, Philip plus Faduli + myself... :) Faduli & Edwina drove us over to Teck Whye for dinner B'day celebration after work... Was told that our ex-colleague ~ Derek will be joining us for dinner, therefore, we waited for him till 7.30pm before serving our food... Order lots of sumptous food, there's chilli crab, black pepper crab, sambal sotong, egg prawn, mussels, hotplate tofu, chicken wing, kang kong, scallop veg, etc... Derek join us late just when we're about to finish our food... As usual, they're all chatting on the topic about work... Boring...!!! Hahaha...

Went off early first with a bloated stomach... Walk over to the bus stop & took bus 187 to BBDC for my RTP & RTE... Session ended at 10.30pm, took bus back home... Was feeling dead tired, bath & remove make-up... Off to bed early as I'm gonna wake up early tmr morning for my bike practical...

2010-07-22T11:21:00.000+08:00

Work Hard...!!!

After work, took train back home... It's quite tiring for me to keep rushing & chasing after time but I know I'll get used to it someday... :) Reach home, had a quick dinner, bath & prepare then bus over to workplace... First day back to work at pub, most of the regular there was surprise when they saw me getting back to work... Haha... Lady boss told me that the pub will be moving over to Bukit Timah soon by end of this year, looking forward to it... :) A customer treat me to ladies drink & I've got $5 commision from the drink...

End work at 1am... Boss came down & drove me back with their newly bought Audi Convertible, it's damn nice & cool la, they must be super rich to afford such a expensive car, envy...!!! JY surprise me by waiting for me to knock off from work under my blk, he bought me congee for supper... Chat with him for a short while before I went home... Bath, remove-make up, heat up & ate the congee before heading to bed at 3am... Tired...!!!

2010-07-21T11:34:00.000+08:00

Dinner @ JP...
BBDC: - RTP & Lena's enrollement of class 3...

Meet up with gfs at Jurong East Mrt after work... We then train over to Boon Lay, Jurong Point for dinner... Had tom yam seafood mini steamboat for dinner, it was great... :) After dinner, went around JP for short while... Bought salmon sushi & Mac double chocolate before going off from JP despite I'm still having a bloated stomach... Sinful...!!! Haha... :)

Beat the queue & took cab over to BBDC... Finally, my sweetie Lena had decide to re-enroll for her class 3 after for so long... And this time she's enrolling under sch student, accompany her for the enrollment & help her with the booking... Top-up $50 to my 2B account as well... Both of us gonna visit BBDC more often together soon, at least we can motivate each other to get our licence... :) Jia You...!!!

After she's done with the enrollment & breifing... Went for a puff outside BBDC & ESSO to get drink before both of them went off while I go for my RTP... Attempt to few booklets, session lasted for 45 mins & ended at 10.40pm... Took bus 187 back home, bath & remove make-up then off to bed... It's gonna be a long day for me at work tmr...

2010-07-20T13:15:00.000+08:00

Rushing for Time...!!!

Soon, I'm gonna get back to the busy rushing life like how it was used to be in the past... I've agreed with Julia to get back & help her in the pub at night... Need to get use & adapt to less than 5 hrs of sleep everyday, hope that I can still cope with it & pray hard that I will not fall easily as time goes by... Guess it's time for more work & less play now...!!! Friends around me might think that I'm insane, holding 3 jobs at a time, 14 hrs of work everyday... Not having even a day rest, the only rest that I get are from my sleeping time... Well, I prefer my life to be as busy at this point of time so that I won't have the time to think of other stuffs... Maybe I'm just trying to escape & hide from the reality... :(

There's so many things which I want to do but with so little time... As for now, I'm gonna make myself work at least 4 nights at the pub, if possible... The rest of the days, I'm gonna work hard going to BBDC for my bike licence & I'm always lazy to go for the practical... Everyone are encouraging me to give up on taking bike as I myself know that I'm a reckless & careless driver, I'm preparing for the worst if I were to pass my 2B, just pray hard that the day won't come so early... And I know I'm gonna be prepare & miss out all the fun out with my friends... :( By working so hard, I must make myself save hard too... Target to at least save $15K by the end of this year, hopefully I'm able to... Haha... :) Next, I wanna really get back to my passion ~ nails...!!! I know it's been years since I've been saying this but I really need the time for me to master everything about nails again & to be a skillful nail technician...

As for now, I'm not gonna stress myself getting into a relationship... Sometimes, I find that being single are much more better than being attached at times... At least, we'll not get hurt, cry, stress, moody, fight, quarrel over relationship matters... To be in love is to prepare to get hurt, so let's just enjoy the freedom life of singlehood now...

2010-07-19T11:51:00.000+08:00

After work, took Edwina's car to CCK... Road was slightly jam while we're on the way out of Jurong Island... Meet up with Lena & Nini at Lot 1... SY & co. was at Lot 1 too, pass him theory booklet which I've got back from Nini as he's having his BTT this week... Had Japanese food for our dinner... :) After having our dinner, went for a puff & MeiLing came down to look for us as she's craving for Yami Yoghurt... Haha... :)

Next, went to Popular to look for birthday cards for company & I'm always having hard time looking for it... Need 5 cards but manage to buy only 2, gonna get another 3 cards from other outlet... Chance upon Rena & Chun Yong while we're at Popular... Lena & Nini went off first while we went to NTUC to buy sweets... Slack & chill at the smoking area with Rena, MeiLing & Chun Yong till 11pm & took bus 190 back with MeiLing...

2010-07-17T10:42:00.000+08:00

Drinking Night @ Barnone...!!!

WanLing...

MeiLing...

Lena...

Donald...

Michelle...

Me, ShiYang, Seng Ying, Jeremy...

Girls...!!!

Woke up, bath & prepare for work... Having a hard time getting up bus 190 as it was fully pack, light 2 sticks before I manage to get up the 3rd bus... Board the same bus as MeiLing & both of us are half an hour late for work... WanLing working at 3pm & it was when we start to get busy in the shop, not even have the time for lunch...

End work at 9pm, having a hard time deciding where shld we go on a Saturday night as we don't wish to end our weekend going home... Decided not to join Ren Yuan & guys for clubbing at Powerhouse... Had KFC for our dinner while waiting for the rest to come... Went over to BarNone after Lena, Michelle, Shi Yang, Shen Ying & Jeremy had reached & it's been months since I last went to BarNone... Haha... Open a bottle of Martell with mixer coke... 8 of us had a fun night drinking, chatting, laughing, playing, cam-whoring & enjoying ourself ... :) Nicotine level was high that night, smoke more than 10 sticks... Smoking + drinking makes me drunk easily but lucky I did drank lots of warm water to cool myself down so as not to get myself drunk... MeiLing was drunk & I kept forcing her to drink plenty of warm water down her throat... Hahaha... Damn funny...!!!

Went off from Barnone at 4am as they're closing... Sat outside Marriot Hotel while waiting for Vanassa to cab down to look for us... Smoke & chat for alittle while before Lena, Vanassa, MeiLing, WanLing cab home as they're all staying at CCK area while myself, Shi Yang, Shen Ying , Jeremy cab back to BP... Alighted at Bangkit & SY walk me home... Ren Yuan & co. was chatting under my place, asking me to join them... Wanted to but after I'm back home, puke everything out twice, the feeling just sucks... :( Therefore, decided not to join them as I'm not feeling well after vomitting & I'm feeling tired as well... Bath & remove make-up then off to bed at Sis room...

2010-07-15T13:25:00.000+08:00

Right / Wrong...???

Sending text & was on the phone with him last night, slept only at 4.30am... Woke up at 8.30am in the morning & realise that I'm running late for company transport to work... Therefore, send a text to both of my bosses, informing them that I'll be on MC... Haha... Back to sleep again after informing them...

Slept & woke up at 12 noon... Sis bought food back for me, so nice of her... :) After eating, chat with SY on the phone for alittle while & took a short afternoon nap again... Ok, I know I'm such a pig, but don't blame me for that as I just need more sleep rest... Hehe... Woke up by Faduli's call at 3pm... Bath & meet up with SY, both of us then walk over to petir to see doctor... Went in to the room for like less than 10 mins & I'm done... Haha... Walk over to BPP & had our lunch at Pizza Hut... Bought home a personal pan ocean catch pizza for sis too... After lunch, took bus back home...

Back home, again, dozed off on the sofa while watching television... Woke up in the evening, decided to cancel my bike prac as the weather seems like it's gonna rain anytime... Ate alittle of dinner while waiting for LP to come over to my place... Had dinner with her & SY came to meet us when we're about to finish eating... Accompany LP to wait for bus before SY walk me back home...

PW came over to my place at past midnight after he had ended work... I'm felt really contented when I get to see him & I guess I did control my feeling well, at least I didn't tears infront of him... The feeling between us just seems weird, no longer feel like how we used to be... He told me I'm no longer the girl which he used to know... I admit, I did change alot in this failed relationship... I'm no longer the one that I used to be which he used to know... Everything change partly because of you, you change me... Ok, I know I'm dumb, silly, native, stupid, foolish for all the changes I've done... One thing I'm sure of is that everything that happen that night are only gonna be a sweet dream & once I woke up in the morning, everything will just gonna be a nightmare...

2010-07-14T11:49:00.000+08:00

K-Box: Singing & Pool...

Meeting up with Gfs at least once a week for dinner after work... :) Gfs waited for me at JE mrt station after work... After meeting up with them, we then took train over to CCK, 302 hawker for dinner... After our dinner, walk over to lot 2 K-box for singing session... Had made a reservation for the room earlier this afternoon when I'm in the office, just the only 3 of us but we're given a super big room... Cool...!!! :)

Sang afew same old songs which we usually always sing... SY & his sec sch friends were at K-box as well... Played pool with them & I must admit I'm really damn sucks at it... Hahaha... Vanassa & Co. are going down to Barnone, didn't went along with them this time as I don't feel like going... Stop singing & play pool + darts with them, it was fun... Haha... Michy went off first at 11 plus while Lena & myself continue to play for alittle while... Didn't went for supper with SY & co., had a short heart to heart talk with Lena before we share cab back home...

It's been so long... Days, weeks & month had passed but everything between us seems to be the same... Seems like, we're using time to forget each other, moving on to the next chapter of our life without each other... I must admit that I still do think of you sometimes... I'm trying hard to forget you but it just seems so hard... I'm also trying hard to hide those tears behind the smile & it's really tiring to fake a smile & tell everyone that I'm totally alright... You just won't understand how I'm feeling inside me... I wonder, do you still do miss & care at times...? I know, it's pointless for me to think about all this at this point of time... Everything are just wasn't meant to be...

2010-07-11T11:12:00.000+08:00

Dinner & Gossip...!!!

Manage to wake myself up & get prepare for work, luckily no hang-over... :) Walk over to bus-stop after I'm done preparing, SY give me a shock by appearing at my back... Haha... He accompany me to wait for bus 190 before he went off for his Basketball game...

Working only with MeiLing today... Sunday crowd at FEP was quiet as usual... Warren was our first customer of the day & he's my regular customer... :) MeiLing & myself just can't stop chatting about what happen last night at 12th element, it was just too happening... Hahaha...

End work at 8pm... Took bus 190 to CCK & accompany MeiLing for dinner at 302 hawker as she's craving for the beancurd there... Both of us just order alot & ate alot... Hahaha... Didn't know actually 302 got quite alot of nice food there... We had beancurd, carrot cake, noodle for our dinner, heavy meal...!!! Haha... After dinner, took a puff & had a great time gossiping with her... Hehe... Took bus 190 back & reach hm at 12am...

2010-07-10T15:19:00.001+08:00

MADDNESS NIGHT @ 12TH ELEMENT...!!!

Same rountine, work at FEP on weekend with MeiLing & WanLing... Xin Er came down shop to look for us in the noon, shape her nails & did eye-brow trimming for her... Jescy & Cynthia came down shop in the evening too but went off after awhile... Work ended at 9pm, close shop after packing...

Drinking session at 12th Element for the night with the girls... Went for a puff while waiting for Rena & Joslyn to reach... And also, having a hard time physco Lena & Michy to join us but still I succeed... :) Hehe... Rena, Joslyn, Xin Er, Mei Ling, Wan Ling & myself took bus 190 to Clake Quay, meet up with Lena & Michy before all of us walk over to Boat Quay heading over to element... Cynthia & Vanassa are working that night & it's also Cynthia last night of working...

Open a bottle of Martell with mixer coke... SY & friends were at element too... Sang & drank, it was a fun night until a fight broke up between SY & a guy but dunno why the fight ended up with YM... Fight partly cause of me, it was totally chaos in a mess... Gals tried to stop the guys from the fight... Eric was at element as well, asked him to try stop the guys from the fight too... Out of sudden, saw a guy holding a bottle of martell, it shock me... Therefore, quickly stop him in case anything worse gonna happen... SY friend manage to pull him back to their room & everything was fine then...

I was quite drunk that night but still not gone yet... Joke of the night is that I kept telling the girls that I drop my $$, $$ gone missing... Hahaha... Went off from element at 3am, share cab back to BP with SY & Michy... Walk him back hm as he's as drunk than me but he insist to send me hm first... Back home, quickly wash up & then went to bed...

2010-07-09T14:42:00.000+08:00

BBDC for RTL...
BPP Mac Supper with GFs...

TGIF...!!! :) Train back home after work, rest for alittle while & meet up with SY at bus-stop... Took bus 187 to BBDC for my RTL 2 while SY enroll for his class 3... Lesson start at 8.05pm which lasted for 1h40min that end at 9.45pm... SY didn't bring his IC along, therefore, he went back home to get & waited for me to end my lesson after he had done enrolling for his class 3... Lesson ended, both of us then took bus 187 back to BP... Alighted at Bangkit bus-stop & accompany him to wait for bus 190 to arrive as he's reporting to Kallang for NDP...

Back home after he had board the bus... Had plan for drinking session with the girls at Barnone for the night but then it was cancelled... Therefore, meet up with Gfs at BPP Mac for supper... After supper, chat & chill till 1 plus then took cab back home sweet home...

2010-07-08T16:44:00.000+08:00

Supper @ Newton...
Pool @ Bukit Timah...

Anyway, there's a piece of good news I wanna share that is I've got my pay increment letter from boss few days ago... :) And, I just got my pay increase like less than one year when I'm gonna tender for resign to run my shop & now it's another pay increament again... Happy...!!! How good if there's increament every year... :)

Train back home after work... Took a short rest before Jasmine came over to my place for express mani at 8pm... Done with her nails & blow dry before she went off from my place... Watched channel 8 9pm show, it ended at 10pm & I was so tired & kind of lazy to go out for supper with SY... But still, went to bath & meet up with Jescy & SY for supper...

Jescy drove us to Newton for supper... We order too much food till we can't finish it, order stingray, oyster, salad you tiao, beef noodle, hokkien mee, maggi goreng... Haha... After supper, drove over to Cine to look for Rena, Vanassa & their friends... Next, over to Bukit Timah for pool... I sucks at playing pool but I was kind of lucky, keep winning... Hehe... Play till 3am, cab back home with SY...

2010-07-07T15:17:00.002+08:00

Dinner with Gfs... :)

Meet up with Lena at JE mrt station after work... We then took train over to CCK~Lot 1 as she wanna buy doggie biscuit for ''bebe''... After buying, went to collect my pay for my pub job... After getting my pay, went over to BPP & meet up with Michy for dinner... Had chicken rice at Kopitiam for my dinner... After dinner, Lena & myself had our eyebrow trim at faceaffair for only $5 & shop at newly open daiso too... :) Michy then went back home first while Lena & myself had a puff before taking bus home...

2010-07-06T14:49:00.001+08:00

Just another day...!!!

Back home after work, rest for alittle while & took bus 190 to CCK... Meet up with SY & we had Adjisen for dinner, it's been a long time since I ate at Adjisen, kinda miss their tom yam ramen & ice-cream pan cake, yummy...!!! :) After dinner, walk around lot 1 for alittle while before we took train over to Yew Tee...

Accompany him to Yew Tee shopping centre NTUC to get some snacks back camp for his camp-mates... After walking him back camp, took cab back home... Back home, chat on the phone for short while before I turn in for the night...

2010-07-05T12:50:00.000+08:00

Dinner & K-Singing with Sweetie...!!!

Met up with Sweetie Lena at JE mrt station after work... Had yong tau foo soup noodle for our dinner at JE hawker... After dinner, took train over to CCK... Had a puff & thought of going to cck newly open k-box for singing session, it was closed for a period & now it's operating again... :) Just the 2 of us & we sang quite alot of songs... Actually speaking, I prefer to sing with lesser people around as there's no fighting over the mic... Haha... Sang till 11pm, had another stick before we took bus 190 back home...

2010-07-04T16:28:00.000+08:00

Tattoo Ink @ Inkology...
Town: 313 & FEP...

Woke up late for work, drank till late night & lucky no hangover in the morning... Quickly went to bath & get myself prepare... Was on the phone with Jescy & she let me off today :), gonna accompany SY for inking session... While waiting for SY to finish his Basketball game, went to Bangkit to pack mee hoon kuay back home... After eating, nap for alittle while before getting myself prepare...

Jescy came to my place in the noon to fetch me & SY then drove us over to ChinaTown... Accompany them for lunch at hawker & walk over to Pearl Centre with SY while Jescy went Lucky ChinaTown to do her spec... SY had his ink touch up at Inkology done by tuotao & finally it's my turn to see others getting ink... Hahaha... Jescy then came over to look for us, accompany her walk back to Lucky ChinaTown half an hr ltr to collect her spec & it took a long time before her spec are done... Drove back tattoo shop to look for SY, Yan Ming & co. came down to Inkology as well...

After SY had done with his tattoo, both of us then took bus 190 to 313 to look for Pearl & Shen Ying... 4 of us then walk all the way to FEP as Pearl are looking for purse while I went shop to get my Iphone charge... Shop around with Pearl while the guys went to grab something to eat... Their friends, another couple join us at Mango before we took bus back to BP together, waited for a long time before we can get up the bus... SY send me back home before booking in camp... Bath, remove make-up & off to bed...

2010-07-03T14:37:00.002+08:00

WORK @ FEP...
STEAMBOAT @ BUGIS...
DRINKING @12 ELEMENT...

Kiss...!!! Muack...

Michy... :)

Lena... :)

Yong Long... :)

Sylvia... :)

Wei Ting... :)

Woke up & prepare for work... As usual, work from 12pm - 9pm...

Sweetie Lena came down to shop to look for me around 8 plus as she wanna get her nails painted... Michy then drove down to FEP together with Long to fetch us after I've ended work... Headed over to Bugis for Steamboat while waiting for Yi Hong & Nini to finish their dinner at Clarke Quay before we head over to Marina Barrage for picnic as planned... But as expected, Nini called it off & decided not to join us... Steamboat at Bugis sucks, not much variety at all & I swear I'm not gonna visit that steamboat house again in future...

After eating, change our plan over to Boat Quay for drinking session again... It's Cynthia & Vanassa 1st day of work at 12th Element, therefore, went to support them & also to finish up our balance martell... :) Saw quite n.o of familiar faces over there, Magdelene ~ my pri-sch mate, Wei Ting ~ glad that she's doing fine & Ting Wei ~ he seems shock to meet upon me... Hahaha...

Played blackjack with Long & 4 of his friends... Well, I was kinda drunk, red & hot all over my body... Nicotine level was high that day too, took a stick from Lena & light total 3 stick for the night, everyone was shock...!!! Lose hundreds over when playing blackjack, don't even know what I'm playing too... Haha... It was a fun night...!!! Went off from 12th Element at 4am as they're closing & we went over to Amber 21 for alittle while before Michy drove Lena & myself back home...

2010-07-02T13:25:00.000+08:00

LET'S GET TIPSY HIGH...!!! :)

It's Friday Night...!!! Time for me to enjoy myself after a week of work... :) Back home after work, bath & prepare myself then took bus 190 to FEP with Michy... Having a hard time bombing SY phone to wake him up as he need to report to Kallang for NDP... Met up with Jescy, Rena & Vanassa at FEP, SY came to meet me for alittle while... Had Old Town Coffee toast & drink while waiting for Joslyn & Cynthia to reach...

Headed over to Barnone to look for Donald & chat with him for alittle while... Follow on, Jescy then drove the rest of the girls to Boat Quay while Me, Joslyn & Vanassa took cab over to meet them... 12th Element for drinking session, martell together with mixer of coke & green tea... We drank, sang, chat, cam-whoring, have lots of fun & I enjoy myself with the girls...!!! :)

Jescy went off first while the rest of us stay back till close at 3am... SY cab down all the way from Kallang & send me back to BP together with Michy... He then rush cab back to Kallang as he need to reach by 4am... Met up with Vincent under blk & chat with him for like half an hour before I went back home...

2010-06-27T14:52:00.001+08:00

NAILS...!!! Malaysia with Family...

Gel Extension with Acrylic Design & Crystal...

I love the clock on my toe...

Temporary Tips with Design...

Early morning, sis woke me up from bed asking me if I wanna go malaysia with them... I was so tempted to...!!! But then thought of having to go to work today, makes me wanna drop the idea... Therefore, tried sending a text to Jescy to apply for off & she approve it...!!! Damn happy ttm la, since when was the last time I went out together with my family...?, guess it's been a long time... Bath & prepare then bus over to ten mile with Mummy & 3 sisters to change bus in to malaysia...

Reach JB custom in the noon & walking distance from the new custom to Citysquare Shopping Centre... Had sushi for our lunch & it was heaven, order & ate like nobody business...!!! :) Haha... After lunch, went around to look for optical shop as sis wants to do a pair of spec but seems like nothing caught her eyes... Therefore, 5 of us then took cab over to Holiday Plaza Shopping Centre... And over there, sis manage to get herself a pair of spec that she eye on after spending hours looking for it... After she had done doing her spec, 1st & 2nd sis went for hair dye, 3rd sis & Mummy went for foot reflexlogy while I went for pedicure, enjoy life...!!! And I'm so in love with my toe nails now... Nice...!!! Haha...

Cab back to City Square & went to secret receipt to pack cake back to s'pore & I must admit I'm in love with their chocolate indulgence, damn sex...!!! Had our dinner along the streets before we return back to s'pore & dinner was awesome... :) Massive human jam at custom when on the way back...!!! Manage to get back to S'pore at almost 9pm... Iphone batt was running low as I didn't get it fully charge this morning... :( Cab back home with Mummy, 1st & 2nd sis while poor 3rd sis took bus back home alone...

Reach home, on the phone with SY for alittle while before I went to bath & accompany him for supper... Both of us then cab down to Geylang, alighted from the cab & keep walking aimlessly to hunt for food... After walking for a long distance but still can't decide what to eat, SY then suggest lorong 3, G7 for frog leg congee, so we then took cab over... Order 3 frog leg & 1 pot of congee & I think I ate alot today, alittle too much... :( Jescy came down to look for us when we're about to eat finish, cab back home after having supper...

2010-06-26T13:32:00.001+08:00

Sweet Candy In A Jug...

Work at FEP was normal as usual on every weekend, nothing much special... Open shop first while waiting for Meiling to reach before I went for hair-cut... Went in to 1 of the salon at FEP level 5 to check out the rate for hair-cut, the hair stylist quote me $30 for just a hair cut & I find it damn expensive, therefore, step out of the shop & she then reduce the rate to $10 for hair cut... Extension hair was being cut short & it seems like there's no difference from my previous hair length without having extension... :( WanLing came work at 3pm... And SY gave me a shock by coming down to shop to look for me & he bought 2 jug of sticky candy for me... :) Chat for alittle while & he went off to look for his friends... Jescy came down to shop around evening time... And when we are about to close shop & end work with them at 8pm, there's last min walk in customer wanting to do her nails... Therefore, they stay back to do while I went off first...

Waited for bus & I was running late for my night job... Finally, get to board the bus & the road was jam at highway due to accident... Therefore, text Julia informing her that I'll be late for work & she reply why didn't I inform her earlier... It was like, how do I know there will be accident & the road will be jam, can't she just be more reasonable & understanding...? And out of anger, text her telling her that I'm not gonna continue working anymore... Went back home, bath & went out to meet Lena & Michy... Took bus 184 to Bukit Timah for supper, SY join us after playing billard with his friends... Al-azhar Tom Yam Mee, Prata & Bangdang drink for supper... After eating, share cab back home with them...

Sis happen to see him today & told me something about him but is it really true...? And I happen to see him riding pass... Hope he'll always be safe riding on the road...

2010-06-25T15:58:00.000+08:00

TATTOO INK...!!!

Stencil...

3rd Tattoo Ink - "Ferlyn"...

25 Jun 10 - "FERLYN" ink behind neck...

Cynthia 1st Ink - Fated To Be...

Woke up from bed at 10am, didn't went for health screening at Raffles Hospital this morning... Customer came over to my place at 11am, did classic mani with temporary tips extension for her... She will be having SIA job interview tomorrow but sad to know that she might not be going because she think that chances for her are very low & can tell that she's lack of confident... :( I told her, no matter what's the outcome, at least it's worth trying... So, hope she'll give it a try & everything goes smoothly for her... :) God bless her...!!!

Done doing her nails at 12pm, earning of $40... :) Hazel then came all the way from SengKang to my place at 12.30pm... And finally it's my turn to have prettyx2 nails after such a long time... :) Did gel extension with nail art which took 3 hours to be done & it costs me $85... After I'm done with my nails, went to bath & meet up with SY... Drove over to Bangkit, went pasamalam for alittle while & drove him over to Petir as he's meeting his friend, drove back home after sending him over... Back home, make-up & prepared... Waited for Cynthia to come over to BP & she took such a long time to prepare herself... Text Weifong, telling him that we will be late & therefore, he change our appointment time to an hour late, from 6pm to 7pm... :)

Cab over to Bugis with Cynthia & walking distance over to Sunshine Plaze ~ Skin Label... As usual, waited for alittle while, while Weifong get preparing... Cynthia start inking first then follow by me, she ink ''Fated To Be'' behind her back while I ink ''Ferlyn'' behind my neck... It was a fast job & it took only half an hour to complete my ink... :) In my opinion, inking Unicorn on my shoulder was the most painful tattoo, follow by inking Ferlyn on my neck & least painful will be inking rose on my lower back... Can't believe that within half a year, I've got 3 ink on me, crazy or what...? Indeed, ink is additive...!!! Next, I'm gonna extend my rose on my lower back & add on rainbow to my Unicorn... And, I so wanted to ink a peacock on my entire leg but I know it's impossible due to my work... :( Done inking at almost 9pm & it costs me $80 for my 3rd ink... :)

After inking session, walk over to Bugis Village... Sudden impluse to extend my hair, therefore, decided to do hair extension... Try extending 65 strand of hair first which cost me $50 & after extending, the china lady suggest that I should pay another $50 which means total $100 for extentsion when in the 1st place, she told me that $50 for 65 strand of hair will be enough for me... WTF...!!! I was like damn pissed & angry la when the outcome was like so fake...!!! No choice, but to pay another $50 more to extend another 65 strand of hair, total $100 for 130 strand of hair, $1 for a strand, 100 strand + 30 strand free... Seriously, I regret doing extending la...!!! :(

Follow on, took train over to orchard... Met up with MeiLing & WanLing at Ion after both of them had knock off from work... HK cafe for our dinner & it's my 1st proper meal of the day as I'm busy for the whole day... After eating, share cab with the girls & I cab over to Jurong ~ Chervon to look for SY & co... Accompany them for singing session till 3am & then cab back home...

2010-06-24T10:02:00.000+08:00

K-Singing...!!!

Drinks & Tibits...

Cao-Ge sound alike...

PHOTOS WITH... ...

Michy...

Lena...

ShiYang...

Nelvin...

I'm gonna be a happy girl after work at 6pm today as there's no work for me tomorrow as I'm going for medical check-up in the morning & on half-day leave in the noon tomorrow... :)

After work, Edwina alighted me at CCK... SY waited for me at CCK LRT station after he had book out from camp & we took LRT back to BP together... Reached home, rest for alittle while & Jasmine came over to my place for nail services at 8pm, did express mani & pedi for her... :) Met up with Tony at 8.30pm below my house as I'm helping Mic to rent car from him... After doing Jasmine nails & had blow dry her nails, drove send her back home at Senja...

After sending her back, quickly went to bath & get myself prepared... Drove over to Senja with SY to pick up Mic follow by Teck Whye to fetch Lena & went to the nearest station to top up petrol for the car... Mic then took over me to drive, virgin ride from her ever since she passed her TP... :) Drove over to CCK 302 to meet up with Cynthia & co. for alittle while as I need to get nail glue from her... After which, Mic then drove us safely over to Clementi... Had our dinner at Clementi coffeeshop before we went for singing session at Kbox... Nelvin came down all the way from Yishun to join us for singing session... :) Sang till almost 3am, Mic drove send Lena back home first follow by herself... I then took over & drove back home, back home at 4.30am...

2010-06-22T11:19:00.000+08:00

As usual, rush back home after I've knock off from office at 6pm... Reached home at 7.30pm, rest for alittle while, had my dinner before I went to bath & get myself prepare for night job... Working with Xiao Lin as it's Alan off day today, Lady boss was around too... Crowd at pub was bad till almost 10 plus then customer starts to flow in...

SY called me & I was suprised that he came down to the pub for drinking with his friends... :) Happen to meet upon Aik Chuan as well... Haha... ShiYang, Shen Ying & Pearl waited for me to knock off from work at 1.30am... 4 of us then cab over to Bangkit ~ Kim Sang Leng for supper... After supper, SY walk me home... We chatted for alittle while before I went back home... (:

2010-06-21T10:40:00.000+08:00

FATHER'S DAY CELEBRATION...

Boss return back to office this morning after 2 weeks of holiday... No more slacking & it's time for me to get back to work too... Monday Blues...!!! :(

After work, took train back to BP... Met upon Janson at LRT & it's been almost years since we've met even though both of us stay near to each other... Haha... Chat with him for alittle while & he suggested for a gathering with the rest of the guys soon someday... :) Gordan waited for me at pending lrt station & I was surprise that he bought me the C&K purse which I've reserve but have got no time to collect... How nice of him... :)

Accompany him to wait for bus 184 as he's heading over to Bukit Timah for billard game... After he had board the bus, walk over to Bangkit to meet up with my family for dinner to celebrate fathers day... Had zhi cha for dinner & it was great... :) Bloated stomach after dinner, family bought some fruits back home... Suppose to meet up with Devyon & gf for prawning but was too tired to join them... Therefore, bath & remove make-up then off to bed...

2010-06-20T16:34:00.000+08:00

BEAUTIFUL SUNDAY...!!!

Morning call from Gordon & chat with him on the phone before I went to prepare for work... Was late for work again, working with Mei Ling & Wan Ling today... As usual, sales on Sun are always that bad... :( Gordon & Shen Ying came down to shop in the evening to look for me for alittle while before they went off to attend their friend's wedding... :)

Pack & close shop at 8pm... MeiLing & WanLing accompany me to shop around at FEP after work... Bought myself a pair of heels & it seems like I'm always buying heels every week... After shopping, took bus 190 to CCK... Heading to K-box newly outlet at CCK for singing session with darling girls... :) Lena & me started singing first while waiting for Michy to reach after her dinner... In my opinion, I feel that CCK K-box isn't as good as Jurong Safra, maybe it's still a newly open outlet, hopefully there'll be some improvement...

Sang till almost 12am... Gordon, Shen Ying & Pearl came down to look for us... All of us then had our supper at 302 kopitiam... Chat for alittle while & share cab back home with Gordon, Shen Ying & Pearl... :)

2010-06-19T14:00:00.000+08:00

I'm glad it's over... (:

Having only 6 hrs of sleep & force myself up from the bed at 9am in the morning... Did some packing for my room while waiting for customer appointment at 10am to reach my place... This customer got to know my services thru 88DB which I've posted there & I'm glad that there's still people calling in for my services... :) And, she did classic mani & pedi services which earn me $40... :)

Everything done at 11.30am... Had alittle of Mummy's cook fried rice before i went to bath & get myself prepare for work... Informed Jescy that I'll be reaching work late... Working with only MeiLing today at work... And whenever both of us get to work together, there'll always be good sales... :)

Went off from work at FEP at 8pm & rush over to my work at night... Crowd was just like last night, not really much customer... Working with Alan & Xiao Lin, Boss & Lady boss came down to pub after 12am... Ended work at 1.30am & boss drove us back home... Bath, remove make up & chatted on the phone with Gordon before I went to bed... :)

2010-06-18T13:30:00.000+08:00

Seriously, I think IPhone camera sucks to the max la... Photo taken turn out to be so blur & I'm considering getting myself a camera soon, hopefully by the month of Jul / Aug or maybe wait till the next coming IT fair... :)

Last weekday of the week & working life as usual... Last day to enjoy myself at work before my boss come back to work from Mon onwards... :( Office was quiet today as most of my colleagues are on leave... Work ends at 6pm & I took train back home... Bath & prepare then bus over to work place at night... Ended work at 1.30am & took cab over to Bangkit... Met up with Gordon & he accompany me for supper... After supper, chat with him till 2 plus & then I got back home while he went to look for his friends... :)

2010-06-17T10:20:00.000+08:00

Movie Night... :)

TM will not be in the office for the whole day as he had went to millenia office since morning... :) Met up with Gordon at JE mrt after work & we train back to BP together... He send me home & went back home after sending me... Bath & prepared, he then came over to my place & we took train over to Boon Lay ~ JP... Bought 2 tickets for Karate Kid showing at 9.40pm... Went to walk around JP for alittle while before movie starts... Bought Nacho & Ice Lemon drink into the cinema, movie was great & it lasted for 2 hrs+... After movie, cab back to BP... Bangkit for supper, we tried out the new western stall & I had chcicken chop rice while he had beef steak... Alan & Xiao Lin came for supper after work too... Ate & chat till 2 plus, he walk me back home & went off after sending me back...

2010-06-15T11:39:00.000+08:00

SLEEPLESS...

Having only 4 hrs of sleeping time almost everyday & soon I think I'll be having puffy panda eyes... :( Work as usual during the day & night... Working with Alan at night & lady boss came down too... Sometimes, I just feel like giving up on this job becos I feel that the lady boss is kind of demanding but I told myself, things will just get better as time goes by, just get used to it & everything will be just fine... :) Xiao Lin was on leave today but she came down with her friends for drinking session... Vincent & co. came down to the pub to watch worldcup as well, he wanted to send me home after work but then didn't went with him... Alan, Xiao Lin & their friends went for supper after work, didn't went along with them as I need more rest, therefore, lady boss drove send me home... Reached home, bath & remove make-up... Chat on the phone with Gordon till 3.30am before I turn in to sleep...

2010-06-14T10:49:00.000+08:00

UNDERAGED PARTY AT POWERHOUSE...!!!

GIRLS PHOTOS...

Michy... :)

Jescy... :)

Rena... :)

Vanassa... :)

Cynthia... :)

Xin Er... :)

MeiLing... :)

Handsome PH Bouncer... :)

Mic, Me, Cyn...

Me, Vanassa, Rena, Cynthia... :)

GROUP PHOTOS...

TM back to office after a week of holiday... Was supposes to work at pub tonight but then I didn't went to work... Haha... After work, train over to Yew Tee & meet up with Jescy... She then drove me back home using the car her friend had lent to her and waited patiently for me to prepare at my place... :)

After finished preparing, drove over to her friend's place as she don't know how to operate the convertible of the car... Follow on, drove down to BarNone to look for Donald to chat with him for alittle while & headed over to St James... Waited for the rest of the girls to reach before we went in to powerhouse for underaged party which costs us $20 for entrance... A big group of us consisting of both gender... Went up to the upper level of powerhouse for acholic drinks & as usual order cranberry vodka thats costs $28, it's much cheaper than BarNone... After sharing the drinks with Michy, got alittle tipsy & then we hit the dancefloor with the rest of the girls...

Underaged party are kind of boring... Repeated R&B songs & weirdo crowd, all youngster of the 10s... It seems like age catching up with me as I'm at my 20s... Hahaha... Dance & party till almost 2am, Vanassa & co. friends came down to fetch them at Powerhouse... Total 3 cars & 1 bike headed over to Bukit Timah for supper & as usual I had Tom Yam Mee + Bundang... :)

After supper, Jescy drove back to her place first before sending me home as she wants to take something to pass to her friend... On the way to her place, road block & lucky the TP didn't stop us as Jescy didn't place her P-Plate... Reached home at 3 plus...

2010-06-13T10:27:00.001+08:00

Do You Remember...???

Morning call from Sweetie Lena, waking me up from bed for work... :) Bath & prepared, board the same bus with MeiLing & WanLing to FEP... Sales was bad & Sunday was quiet than usual... Did glitter pink gel nails extension for MeiLing at work & it's damn tiring to spend hrs doing it... Jescy brought Jovey down to shop in the noon & they went off after alittle while... Xin Er & Celest came down to shop at around 7pm to do glitter nail & eyebrow trimming... Pack & closed shop at almost 9pm...

Accompny Celest, Xin Er, MeiLing & WanLing for a puff after work before me, Xin Er & MeiLing went to shop around FEP but most shops are closing for the day... Managed to buy myself a heels from giovanna to wear to work... KFC to look for Celest & WanLing & we chill outside KFC before we went to take bus...

Back home & had StringRay, Sotong, Oyster, Chicken Wing that sis had bought back from Malaysia for dinner... Was thinking shld I head down to Teck Whye to look for MeiLing & Co. for L4D game or K-box with Jescy & Co...? Ended up, decided to rest early at home to get back enough hours of sleep...

I dunno what's wrong with me that I text him again... Didn't I promise not to contact him anymore but why do I still break the promise...?

He said '' Not bf gf also can be close fren.... I will stand by u when u need help from mi...'' Guess the words he said to me are all bullshit... Cos I know he don't mean it at all...